I never thought this day would come but it did.
My life has always been fucked up but now it was too much.
"I don't even know way I kept you. You are just in the way "said my mother . She thro books at me where I sat in the corner by my bed. It was nothing new for me to be treated like this. I was often treated like her punishing bag.
"You were I mistake. A big mistake. "She continued.
I felt the tears drop down from my cheeks to my hands I had on my knees.
"You know your dad raped me and that's how you were created. Now you are going to feel the same pain I felt!" my mother yield at me.
How could she do this to me…? Oh right she was a drug addict and an alcoholic. My mother new boyfriend Phil who was much younger then her come up and throw me at the wall right beside the window. I felt the blood drip down from my head.
They booth come up to me and started to kick me on my head and in my stomach. I could not do this anymore I give a crap what happens at this moment. I don't care if they kill me, at least I will be free from this hell. I felt how Phil ripped my clothes of my body and then I felt him. His pushed his dick hard and fast in and out of me. It hurt like hell. Both he and my mother was lathing at me. My tears come more and more the faster he pushed himself in me.
And then the pain go shoot a hundred times over. He broke me but still continued to fuck the life out of me.
"Oh isn't it nice my Bella. Scream for us" my mother said as she started to slap my face. How I still was alive was a miracle.
"Oh yes scream for us baby" said Phil as he continued to fuck me. His dick was deep inside me, too deep, deeper than he ever been before.
I faced the clock. The time was so slow at the moment. Phil continued to fuck me harder and faster than ever before for hours. Then I felt how he turned me around and continued do fuck me the back when and how it hurt. Never had he done that before and my mother just stood there and lathed at me.
it felt like he had continued for hours untill he finally stopped. I was bleeding all over but they did not care. They left me there bleeding, dying and they did not give a shit, needier did I. I really hoped I would die.
"Please let me die" I pried.
Then everything went black.
"Am I dead?" I hear my own voice ask.
"No you're not sweetie. But it was really close. If it had not been for you steep father here you would have been. "Said an angel's voice. Oh please let him be wrong.
I opened my eyes to se and angel. He was so beautiful. He had blond golden hear and his eyes were so enchanting I could not look away. He was more than I normal angel. So beautiful he could not be real.
I heard someone clears his voice and I looked over at the other side of the bed. And there he was Phil. My eyes went wide and I crawled up in the corner of the bed. He would not touch me. My heart was raising and my blood was boiling of anger and I felt so scared.
"I think she needs to be alone could you please wait outside "said the angels voice to Phil.
"Shore "Phil said before leaving. When the door closed I let the tears fall freely down my cheeks and drop on the cheeks.
The angel sat down on the bed beside me and put his arms around me and held me.
"It's okay." The angel said. We sat there until I didn't have any tears left to cry. He let me go but did not move. "I know it hurts but I have to ask. Was it your stepfather who did this to you? "The angel so genuinely asked me. How could I not answer with the truth? I nodded my head as an answer. "How did you know?" I asked him. "Are you my angel?" The smile he gave me was so beautiful but full of pain.
"I could feel his sent all over you" he answered. And then his smile became happy as he said "And no I am not your angel, but there is nothing wrong if you think of me as one. Most people know me as Carlisle Cullen"
"Well then Dr Cullen thank you for staying thro my break down. "I said with a smile.
"Call me Carlisle, no thanks needed." I then remember Phil outside the door. Carlisle looked were I did and his eyes went sad again.
"I will tell him your asleep and to come back tomorrow okay" He said.
I just nodded but as he was about to leave I said
"please don't let him come in. "I know he could see how scared I was.
"I will not let him out of my sight" he assured me.
"Thank you" I said before lying down.
"Sleep you need this" he said before closing the door.