MF7793: I always wanted to do a fate/stay night fanfic but never had the self confidence to do so here is my first try hope you like it
Hello my name is Emiya Shirou its been fifthteen years since the Holy Grail War since then I tryed my best to become the hero of justice just like my father before me.

"But..."

Five years ago I've abandoned thoses ideals since I realized I couldn't protect everybody,Since then I still protected the innocent but not with my ideals that I used to believe in or the confidence I once had.

"heh"

I wonder what happen to my friends since I haven' t kept in touch in a while now that I think about it the last time I meet them was six months ago.

Tohsaka is now part of the High Magi Council in London and has authority in most magic affairs.

Issei is now a vice president of a major company.

Sakura is now a house wife with two kid,Her husband is a modest guy that works at the company that Issei works in.

Fuji-Nee is retired yet she still does teaching from time to time,I think she comes to Sakura's home to get a free meal yet gets teased by Sakkura's kids.

Ilya is now working in college and been fianacially supporting the High Magi Council,She also has the top five highest grades in the country.

As I ponder on this my mind wanders to a green eye girl with beatuiful golden hair.

"Saber"

As I lay on my bed sending my final moments of my life I look back at my scars at the last Holy Grail War

"They never fade"

Just like my scars never fade so do my memories never fade as well I still remember that night when she saved me from Lancer as it was like yesterday.

Yet as these scars slowly build up and take away my life I wonder if she will ever forgive me for abandoning my ideals,Will I even go to where she is ??, Those thoughts passed through my mind.

What am I'm saying even if I go where she is, She proberly won't even recognize me due to my tan skin and white hair that I've gain over the years (Due to his tracing abilitiy),She will proberly thinks I'm just another heroic soul that passed away but I don't think I shoudn't call myself a hero.

But as my vision fades I think of the regrets I had and what I could've done to stop them "But even with these regrets if I can see her smile one last time,Hear her voice,or just holding her hand, I wouldn't care less"

My eyes became heavy so I closed them knowing I could never wake up again yet as I passed away I still hear a young strong voice that I know all to well

"...Shirou..."

"...Is..That..You..?.?.?"

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MF7793: Not one of my best work but please review

Mf7793: for thoses who don't understand what Tachimachi means It means In a Moment