Dis: No Naruto!
'What…just happened…?'
Tenten gripped the silk blanket tighter to her body. Her hands clutched the bed sheet securely as she was going to break right then and there if she didn't have it in her hands. She stared blankly at the closet in front of her eyes. She can't look at the other side of her. She can't face him now after everything…Not yet.
Tenten sighed inwardly. Suddenly, she felt the shuffle sounds next to her, which made by the guy who just took her virginity few minutes ago. She wanted to look back. She wanted to see the expression of him after their intimate encounter. She wanted to see his goddamn handsome face again.
She wanted an explanation.
But as a coward as she was, Tenten refused to obey her thought. She kept herself still, pretended that his movement didn't disturb her at all.
She heard the zipping sound behind her. Without turning back, she already know the guy was getting dress. Well, that's fine then. She gonna let the guy has his private moment until she decide to ask him.
She laid there, counting the small circles of light that reflected through the room's windows onto the closet.
'5,…6,…7,..8-'
"Tenten."
She stopped counting when she heard her name rang through her ears. Did he just call her? Oh, how she loved his voice. It had always sound so cold and deep. A kind of voice that can make any woman voluntarily drop their dignities and threw themselves at it. How irony. She just did that like thirty minutes ago.
'So much for 'keep it until marriage' huh Tenten?'
She slowly sat back up, causing the blanket that covered her upper part to drop down to her waist. Tenten can feel the man eyes staring intensely at her. She supposed to feel embarrassed, right? No. Why would she be? He saw all of it , didn't he? So, why even bother?!
"Yes?" She asked, turning only her head half way. She looked at the man behind her long lashes. Her long bare back still facing him.
The man stayed silent for a while. He didn't say anything, just standing there, looking at the beautiful naked girl on his bed.
He coughed slightly.
"Get dress, Tenten." He said simply. Tenten watched him while he walked around the room, picking her garments that were threw carelessly during…
"Why?"
The man stopped what he was doing when he heard her question.
He closed his eyes for few seconds then returned to pick up her bra that fall on the lamp.
Tenten gritted her teeth. He had always do that to her. Ignored her, like she was nothing than a walking piece of trash.
She didn't press him with the question. She will get it out of him eventually, so why rush?!
Finished his task, he threw the clothes on the bed near her. Tenten stared at the clothes then up at him.
"Get dress." He repeated his order. The man walked to the lounges near his wide window and sat himself there.
Tenten obeyed him. She put her bra and panties back on then processed to slip in her skirt.
"Why?" She asked him again. Hands busy buttoning her white thin shirt.
The guy did that again. He ignored her again. Tenten bit her lower lip in frustration. She angrily picked up a pillow and threw it near him.
"Bastard! Stop ignoring me!" She yelled loudly, fists tighten by her sides.
The man let out a small sigh.
"What is it you want to hear, Tenten?" he said, eyes still glued firmly on the garden view outside his window.
Tenten bit her lip again, causing some blood to leak out. She breathed in, calming her desire to punch this son of a bitch to bloody pulp.
"You know damn well what I want to hear? Why?" she spat out her words bitterly, especially at the last one.
The guy chuckled. How dare he!
"Hear what actually, dear?" he asked her with amusement in his tone, "That I just fucked you? Is that what you want to hear, Tenten-chan?"
Tenten stared at him with her eyes widened. How can he…? How can he say that with such straight face? As it was nothing matter to him. It was definitely something to her. After all, it was her virginity we were talking about.
"Fucked me…? FUCKED ME? REALLY? YOU THINK I WANT TO HEAR THAT? I KNEW I LET A BASTARD LIKE YOU FUCKED ME! I KNEW I LET A FUCKING MANWHORE TOOK ME VIRGINITY? AT LEAST I WANT TO KNOW WHY? WHY?" She screamed at the top of her lungs. Tenten lost her balance a little after her outburst. She would not be this pissed off if he didn't have that smirk on his face. How dare he? How dare he?
He shook his head, laughing slightly, "You're more naïve than you look, my dear." He turned his gaze at her for the first time. Tenten wanted to cry when she saw the look on his face. She realized she was nothing to him. She realized she was no different than other sluts in her school that blindly threw themselves at her. She was no better. She was just like them. Just another fucking little whore to him.
She felt her knees buckled, causing her whole body to drop bonelessly on the ground. Tenten stared at the floor beneath her.
"Wh-…Why,…Hyuuga-sempai…Why did you do…that to me…?" Tenten tried her best to suck up the tears that falling rapidly from her eyes to the ground. She failed miserably. She can't even sob. She can't even breathe. Tears from her sockets kept falling nonstop.
"I…love you,…sempai…" she confessed in tears. A hand gripped her shoulder as if she wanted to calm herself down. She raised her head slowly when she felt him standing in front of her. While rising, she hoped her sempai would bend down and embraced her tightly in his strong arms like in the main male character in the movie did. She can't help herself from fantasize. She was just a schoolgirl after all.
Unfortunally, this was no movie. It was her real life,…and he, was no romantic male character she desired. Just a big fat jerk who two years older than her that she happened fall in love with.
She shocked at what he did next.
In his hand was his wallet. He took out some green papers and start counting. After that, he shot her his infamous smirk and throwing the papers down near her.
"Will that cover enough? I had never paid anyone for sex but you're an exception, then. You're my best so far so it might not fair for you if I don't repay you somehow, hm." He told her, with an unbelievable straight voice.
Tenten stared intensely at the valuable green papers in front of her.
She can't believe it.
How could he do this to her? He gave her money after that? Why he? Oh Gosh, does it hurt?! The man, he was the one that she fall in love intently when she first transferred to Konoha High one year ago. Tenten didn't fall for him because of his look. She fall for him because of the bubbly feeling inside of her whenever she saw him. He was smart. He was kind. He was good at material art. He was…He was everything to her. She loved everything about him. Even though she knew he was simply just a playboy but she can't help it. She can't help herself to fall in love with him.
Funny. After what he just did to her, she still loved him.
"How…how could you…?" She asked him in shaken voice. Her whole body shook in pain.
"Heh." He chuckled. "How could I, you asked? You're so naïve, Tenten-chan, that amused me." He put his hands in his pockets and walked back to his lounge and sat there with his arms spread on both sides.
"I had a great time with you, Tenten-chan, but I think you should leave now." He said, eyes gazed back at the window.
Tenten pressed herself near the bedside for support. She can't stand straight nor think after the guy she loved the most, broke her heart in the most painful way she can ever imagine.
She walked in small steps to where her pack bag was laying. Tenten picked it up and threw a string over her shoulder. Her gaze shifted to the door. She advanced toward it.
Tenten used all her strength left to grip the doorknob. The atmosphere in this hell made her want nothing more to get the fuck out of here. Looking back at the handsome Satan sitting on his couch, she opened her mouth.
"Thank you Hyuuga-sempai."
Neji froze at her statement. Why…on…Earth…she thanked him for…? After what he did…to her…? Neji shifted his gaze back to the small girl standing near his door. She looked hurt. Tears kept rolling rapidly on her red cheeks. But she tried not to look sad though. She smiled. A bitter lovely smile.
Neji wanted to grab the shotgun hanging on the wall in front of him and shoot his fucking brain out immediately. How can he do that to her? How can he break her like that? She was just an innocent freshman girl who he happened to fall in love with.
The girl looked at him. Her big chocolate eyes were the most beautiful things he ever saw. They were always full of love and joy. They lighted his miserable world whenever he looked at them. How he loved her eyes. But now, the eyes he was seeing were changed to gray and blurred. There was no life in them anymore.
"Thank you…for let me know how cruel…this world can become…" she said with a smile still on her face. She turned the doorknob and slightly opened the door.
She gave him one last glance. One last smile.
"Goodbye…Neji…" She closed the door.
As well as his heart.
~~o~~
Neji stared at the door.
She was gone.
The girl he loved the most in this world.
Was gone…
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A/N: Uhm…that was sad. I wrote this after watching a Korean drama. The movie was very depressing, but it had a happy ending though.
My first try in tragic oneshot. Review plz? ;
And plz excuse my grammar. Its pretty bad.
Thank you and Happy Reading! ^^~~~
