I
don't know why its hard for me
I'm not sure why I cry
I have no
clue why it still hurts
To know we said goodbye
If we could turn back time
I'd do it in a minute
Just
to state the fact
that I'd still go for it
I
wish I could explain it
but you'd never understand
the tears
that burn in my eyes
Are for you, and on the floor they land
Why can't you believe?
Why did you set me free
The
tears I cry are for you
And I still wonder if you love me
Sure
I have someone else now
But I'm not truly me
And I fear I
never will
Cause of the fact that you set me free
He tries so hard to make me happy
But it's just not the same
I keep remembering you
But memories taunt me like a sick game
I don't know what to do
For the person making me run in circles is you
I don't want to cry anymore
But I still am not over you
The pain is like a scar
Always reopened, never healed
Cause no matter how much I try
It can never be filled
So I must hide
Behind makeup and fake smiles
Because nobody can ever know
My tears could create a river for miles
I can't stop thinking about you
You're always on my mind
Why are you doing this to me?
Why can't you just be kind?
Why can't you just be kind?
And save me from this madness
I retreat to the far corners of my mind
But I can never find my oasis
I hate that you still have power over me
I hate that you still control
Control my emotions
And that now it's taking it's toll
I know that he loves me
But I'm not in love with him
He could never understand
That he's playing a game only you can win
So now that I've said my story
I hope you will understand
The tears I cry
are for you
and on the floor they land