Hey guys, this is like my first fanfic ever on so please kind, and if you must only constructive criticism please. Thanks alot!
DISCLAIMER : I do not own any of the characters (except for some OCs but they'll come later). All of the amazing characters and their personalities are thanks to the works of Takeshi Obata sensei and Tsugumi Ohba sensei.
SUMMARY : Matt has always been in love with Mello, his classmate aka the hottest bishounen in his school. But, Mello never loves him. So what if one day he discovers something that pull Mello a little bit closer to him. Will this be his only chance to show Mello his feeling?
Okay, so here goes the story. And before i forget, enjoy!
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CHAPTER 1 Ghost of the Past n A Broken Heart
The sun shines, clouds are floating and it isn't a particularly hot or cold day, just normal, just the way Matt likes it. He isn't too fond of things that stand out in the crowd. Even changes tick him off; he could be moody all day just because of a too-windy weather. But, that's why this is so strange, too strange for his likings even though he is loving every moments of this. This, this feeling inside of him that keeps on playing tag with his mind. One minute it is there, finally in his reach of understanding and then the next, it flies, sparks fly and he cannot get or control it anymore. It is both the scariest and amusingly craziest thing he has ever felt. For the first time since forever, he felt alive.
Matt walks on the school hall, searching for a specific blonde that he holds very dearly in his heart. But, that blonde isn't here. It's like every time he tries to step into the blonde's world, Fate would bring him down.
Mello is too popular, too intelligent and too powerful for him. How hard is it for a guy to fall in love with a person who has the same gender, that now, that same gender guy has to be perfect, and wild-known and has a reputation to keep!?
- Hey, pervert. What the hell are you fucking doing to me, ASSHOLE? – Matt knew that voice, that familiar voice he could never throw out of his head. It's Mello's. He was just turning his head around and trying to find the source of that beautiful voice, when he heard a loud scream. And almost instantly, it caught the whole school's body attention.
- Mello, what did you do now? – A reproach tone came up, destroyed the silence which was created by the entire school-body. Everybody was in great shock, they have seen Mello attacking quite a number of students, but they never thought that he is mad enough to attack a teacher. But now, they are all concentrating on the figure who just spoke up.
The figure was a strange boy, with curly, blonde hair and a rather white skin. He was almost mistaken to a human-sized doll with that emotionless expression on his face. Even Matt was not been able to cease his look on the unknown boy.
- What's that suppose to mean, albino? Why the hell does everything have to be my fault? This motherfucker was the one groping my butt all the time. You should be thankful that I didn't give this son of a bitch everything he deserved. Not yet anyway. - Mello thought.
- Well, in my opinion, you might have over doze what he deserved. What if he became infertile? How can we compensate him for what you had done? – The person named Near gave Mello a blunt look, but his voice was very persuasive, and at the same time, mocking.
- What, didn't you fucker hear what I say? That scumbag MOLESTED me! What I did is merely self-defense, so why the hell do we have to make up for that son of a bitch? That fucking insect should be thankful that I didn't report this fucking matter to the fucking school board.
- It doesn't suit your position. If Ryuuzaki finds out about this, he will be very disappointed about you. And would you do I a favor and stop to curse, Mello? It is very inappropriate.
- What am I suppose to do then? Let him get away, huh? And stop your complains about my routine of cursing, I will NEVER change it.
- Well, I cannot tell you the most suitable and more forgiveness kind of way but, if it's me, my ways will be less revealing but more affective and WILL carve onto his brain for the rest of his life. And please, Mello, you are acting like a five-year-old child.
- Argggggggggggggg, I'm ditching! With your presence here, I cannot concentrate at ALL! – With just that, Mello left.
But even when his figure is far gone, the crowd don't break up anytime sooner. How to put it, they were all petrified the moment they see his gaze, Near's gaze. It was dark, cruel and the most, well that's the problem, there were no words to describe it. Just imagine. If looks could kill, then this look could kill, shred, munch and cook you till you are nothing but soup. At least that what happen to our poor teacher. His only last words are, well it can't really be considered as word, more like a pathetic yelp for help, not that anyone has the gut to help him. And that's all there is to the story, since nobody ever dared to mention the teacher ever again, and no one even dare ask, even the teachers.
What happened on that day, automatically became the hottest topic of Wammy's (aka SFG aka School For the Gifted) school. And so do Mello and Near, they become the hottest, strangest yaoi pair in the school according to the fangirl. Because of their frequent fight and how their weirdness and mystery is so good together. But most of all, it was because of all those rare doki moments that occurred between two boys, at special circumstances.
And since that day, Wammy is never the same, it is full of girls screaming and nose bleeding and fainting. The ratio of injuries is increasing consistently and non-stopping, like a rocket that busts through the sky.
But not everybody is happy with it, especially Matt. Heartbroken, pain and self-hated. He couldn't handle it all. School had become more than just a stinking, tiresome and crazy place. It was his personal hell for Christ's sake. Matt didn't feel it anymore, the energy to live. People might think he was just a drama queen but they didn't see what he saw. Before Mello stamped away furiously, the blonde smiled, just a little bit but it was different, far than his usual smiles, it was gentle and held pure happiness. He always dreamt of Mello smiling like that while confessing his hidden feeling to the goggled boy.
Mello was his only loved one. For a very long time he couldn't love anybody, till Mel came to his life. But now, he had to face the fact that to Mello, he didn't even exist and there was a thing between Mello and Near.
From that day on, he skipped almost every class to avoid all those stupid girls' gossips about two certain people. And he just hid in the computer room until school day passed, he stopped associating with people and his entire world was his video games.
The past is repeating itself
But, what he didn't know was not very faraway from that specific day, a new door will be opened, a door that will lead him into Mel's secret world.
PS : Was that okay? It is kinda short i admit. But it is getting longer. I've already written chapter 2 and 3, these three are actually my ancient works. I just fixed them up a bit and posted the first chapter to see if it was any good. I still don't have any idea as to where to put these horizontal lines. Any tip would be great, guys! And thanks for reading ^^