Author's Note: Believe it or not my next story might not be a Niley story. I'm not too big on the show Big Time Rush but I love the idea of Logan and Camille together. I've read a couple of the stories and I want to see if I could actually write a story that would really do them justice. So hear is the first chapter. And don't worry I' m going to finish my other story too.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.

Camille.

When you're at the top of your game you really do feel like there's nothing that can bring you down. I mean seriously, the perfect acting career, the perfect life and not only that but also the perfect friends, family and boyfriend? What could go wrong? See, that's the problem I forgot to look down. The day you reach the top is the day you have to remember to look down and see that you're not invincible and that everything can and will go wrong for you.

The thing is, I'm not sure God wants everything to be too perfect. So every now and then he throws you something that not only changes the way your whole entire day goes but changes the path your life takes too.

It's actually kind of funny because that's what my mother used to say to me every single day before she left.

She always said, "Honey, the day you reached the top turn around because there'll always be another mountain to climb."

I always thought the woman was crazy and I continued to have even more mixed feelings about her when she left my dad and me and never came back. But now-a-days when I look back on it she was right. I forgot to turn around and this mountain I'm climbing is pretty high, I just hope I have someone to climb it with me.

Logan

Life is too great to give a damn about anything else. Thee world feels as if it is mine. For once I feel as if I'm in control of my life and that's all I've really wanted. What can bring me down now?

Now that the guys and I have our own place now we have a tad bit more freedom. We still live in the Palm Woods but on a different floor from Kendall's mom and Katie but we're neighbors to Jo and Camille who recently moved in together.

The best part about life right now for me is Camille. Everything about her is beautiful to me. Two years and we're still going on strong. Who knew I would fall for her?

The sound of the doorbell brought me out of my thoughts and I already knew who it was. As I opened the door for Jo and Camille I felt my heart jump a bit when I saw her. Is it possible for someone to be so beautiful?

"Hey beautiful." I said as I hugged her.

"Hey honey." She gently kissed me on the lips. She tasted like vanilla and I immediately deepened the kiss.

We would've been like that for hours if Carlos didn't interrupt.

"Yeah, um Camille? I know I'm interrupting your little moment but can I have my housewarming present?"

Camille laughed as she reached into her bag and pulled out a big plate of her homemade cookies. James and Carlos lunged for them almost knocking Camille down.

"Whoa guys stop! You almost knocked Camille down." Jo said

"Hey, it's cool. I'm fine." Camille said a little uneasy.

"Whoa, Cami you sure?" I asked

"Yeah, I-I'm fine. Stop overreacting."

"Sorry Camille, you'd think by now the guys would notice something other than cookies!" Kendall said.

James and Carlos finally stopped stuffing there faces to get some manners.

"Sorry Camille. But your cookies are awesome."

"Yeah, sorry, but it is true." James agreed.

"Guys, it's fine. I just don't see what you see in my cooking."

"It's not just cooking it's a way of life." Kendall commented as he ate the cookies too.

"They do have a point babe, you can cook."

"Hmm, since Jo and I didn't really get you guys a gift for your new place what if I cook for you guys?"

"Aw, babe you really don't need to do that."

"But Logan I want to."

"Yeah, Logan she wants too." James pouted.

"It's settled then I'll cook. Jo, go get some stuff from the apartment and take the guys to the grocery store. Get whatever you think we'll need to make lasagna."

"What do I do?" I asked.

"You're going to stay and help me."

Minutes later everyone left and it was just me and Cam. This was the perfect moment for alone time.

"Sooo… what do we do now?" I asked nonchalantly.

"Um, look for ingredients?" she answered.

"Well, I think I have a better idea."

Before she could even ask what it was I lifted her up onto the counter. I wrapped my arms around her the same time her legs wrapped around my waist and we stayed just like that.

"Hmm, did your idea go along the lines of something like this?"

She kissed me and I kissed back. I have to admit I wanted her. The kisses continued to deepen. I unbuttoned her sweater and it flew somewhere behind us. Next it was my shirt. She was wearing a short dress so her legs were partly exposed.

"You wanna christen the place?" I asked.

She smiled for a moment. Then everything went downhill from there.

"No." She unwrapped her legs and pulled her dress down. She looked around for her sweater and found it n the couch.

She then gave me my shirt. "I'm sorry. I'm on my period."

She went to the living room and sat down. I followed her to the couch and sat down next to her.

"Okay, well we could just watch TV."

I got the remote and turned on the TV. It had to be the most awkward silence of all silences. I was going to say something until I heard her sniffling.

Believe it or not when I looked at her she was crying. I pulled her into me and held as she cried whispering comforting words to her.

"I'm so so sorry." She said in between sobs.

"Hey there's nothing wrong with not having sex with me. I mean we've done it before it's no problem if we don't do it now."

She cried even harder after that.

"It's not about sex. It's about so much more." She cried.

"Cam, what is this about?" I was confused and she kept crying.

"Are you breaking up with me?" I asked.

"No, of course not. It's just times are changing and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet."

"Cami, things don't have to change between us. I love you and you love me right?"

"Yeah, I do."

"Then okay, what's yours is mine. Your problems are mine."

"Well then get ready for the problems to come."

"I've been ready."

We stayed like that until everyone showed up. It was hard to believe that all that happened in such a short amount of time.

"Hey Camille, you okay?" Jo said immediately said after coming in.

Camille

"Yeah , Jo I'm fine."

She could see right through me but I would explain it all to her later. This was not the time and place.

"So, let's get to cooking!"

Thankfully that distracted them and I made dinner.

After dinner.

The guys were all absorbed in the hockey game on TV so Jo and I cleaned up a bit.

"So, did you tell him?" Jo asked.

"No." I said simply.

"Yeah, okay Cam? He's going to find out sooner or later. Either you tell him or the paparazzi will the second they notice your baby bump."

"Yeah, I know. But things are going so well with him right now and I don't want to mess this up."

"Cami, it's not safe for the baby if you put all this stress on it and you haven't been to the doctor yet either."

"I know I know I know. I'll tell him this weekend."

"Do you want me to be there when you tell him?" she offered.

"No, that'll freak him out. I'd rather have you tell the guys."

"Okay."

I sighed. I knew life was a bitch but seriously being pregnant at eighteen. I feel like such a statistic.

SO this is not the best first chapter but it will get better I promise. This will have a lot of angst and tragedy so even if you don't like the first chapter you will like the rest. Thanks for reading and please review. If you want this to be a good story you need to tell me what you liked and didn't like about it.

-Nessa