sayonara:

As i walk away from u i see your of hurt due to my rain strikes harsh upon my face. i kind of wish those were your slaps instead.i guess the bitter truth is that its only pain now that will set me free.
i give u a small smile,the first real one among my one of the things u managed to teach me.i sometimes used to wonder how can u smile such a geniune was your smile that made me love u so inspite of all the lies id weaved.
your beautiful ocean blue eyes widen this time with forgive me..wont u?u'll understand why am i doing this. i dont want to see hurt in those eyes again..all due to what im doing is wrong.. but i know its the only way to my salvation.. maybe ull hate me more..bt not as much as i already hate sane man hurts the only person he loves. but then i was never now...ive done enough.. time to this is truly a sayonara,my precious..
i wait for the bus to come nearer before i slowly turn to your now shocked knowing eyes of what im going to do . i can just make out what you say before i fling my worthless body right in front of the charging bus.
the pain is a welcome relief. i can feel my body being crushed and bloodily thrown lik a rag doll. but all i can see and hear is the sound of your ..almost begging"saskay..no please dont!"
u dont hate me..ne? i almost pity myself for leaving so fast. things could have been . i leave it at little a dying man can think about.i feel the suffocating darkness surround than black and i realise im free at last. i give my last smirk"hn..naruto dobe..i love u after all"..