Hey Guys! I am a terrible person, I know. I just can't seem to finish what I start. So I've decided im going to stick to one shots. I know this isn't good, but i tried i really did try. So no flames. If you're wondering what this is about, i dont even know myself. I just came up with it while eating my lunch. Wierd. I know. I tried to make it in third person, but I failed. SO if you get confused just remember it's in third person.
Disclaimer: I don't want to get sued so here goes, I don't own Total Drama, no matter how badly I wish I did.
Disappointment
Gwen awakes
She lies in bed,eyes wide open.
For a couple of minutes she just lies there,
hoping that some miracle will happen
and she will wake up from this nightmare.
She closes her eyes
waits a couple of seconds
then opens them
Disappointment.
That's all she feels
All she can feel.
She gets up, showers, dresses,
brushes her teeth, does her hair neatly,
puts on her shoes, grabs her car keys, and then she's out.
She's in her car
She heads straight to her therapists office.
She arrives
She gets out and heads straight in.
She sits in the cozy lobby,
waiting until she is called.
Not even 5 minutes later she is called.
She walks into her therapists office
It's very fancy filled with expensive furniture
she can lay on when she's tired.
Ms. Crow; a middle-aged woman
with brown hair, and matching eyes,
is there waiting for her to take a seat.
She does, sitting on the fancy white leather couch
across from her.
She smiles brightly like she usually does,
as if some of her happiness will rub off on Gwen
if she smiles hard enough.
She's disappointed to find out it doesn't work
A frown is still on her features.
Disappointment
It makes Gwen feel a little bit better
knowing someone else is feeling it too.
Ms. Crow shakes it off and begins talking
She don't listen and only reply with one word answers.
The only reason she comes
is because her doctor keeps sending Gwen to her.
"Gwen are you listening"
She snaps her out of her focus
Gwen nods her head
just sighs,
and tells me something strange.
"You're in a dark place Gwen"
She just sits there letting the words sink in.
Ms. Crow across from me is hoping for a reaction.
So Gwen gives her just what she wants.
A reaction.
She up and leaves
slamming the door on the way out.
She head to star bucks
She order a regular coffee and blueberry muffin.
She feasts on the muffin, and take the coffee to go.
She goes home
Opens the cabinet door which contain all her meds/pills.
She has about over 15 bottles in their of all sorts
from anti depressant to sleeping pills.
She grabs one of her prescribed anti depressant
and drowns it down with water.
She realizes it's not working,
it never does.
So she pops another, and then another one.
Still all she can feel is disappointment.
Desperate to get rid of the feeling
She opens the half empty bottle again
and drowns down all the pills at the same time.
Her stomach feels odd.
The feeling of disappointment is all gone now
replaced with a much calmer, and happier attitude.
She feel's giddy and weak.
She wonders what's going to happen next.
She decides she doesn't care.
As she lies there in bed
Happy and tired
Not one feeling of disappointment in her body
After a couple of minutes she falls asleep.
This time she doesn't wakes up.
Ha! what'd I tell you. Sucks huh?