Until Your Mine Rose POV

Summary: A one shot, Rose's POV. Using the song "Until Your Mine" by Demi Lovato.

Story:

"My state of mind has finally got the best of me. I need you next to me."

Dimitri, I need him. I need him. I need him. My rational side said that we shouldn't be together. For her. For Lissa. The last remaining Dragomir descendent. But my heart, soul and body said, I needed him.

"I'll try to find a way that I can get to you. Just wanna get to you."

I've tried and tried to get him to see. That we need to be together. I haven't given up. Though I know that it's wrong. I just need him, and not because he's unavailable. But because he's Dimitri.

"The world I see is perfect now, you're all around. With you I can breathe."

He told her no. Tasha, he told her no, because it was too hard for him. He knew we couldn't be together, but that didn't mean he didn't have feelings. He did. He told her no for me. For me. He would stay here at the academy, with me.

"Until you're mine, I have to find a way to fill this whole inside."

What am I without him? Just Rose Hathaway. When I'm without him I am incomplete. I'd rather be Roza and Dimitri, than just Rose. I need him. I need him now.

"I can't survive without you here by my side."

Dimitri. Dimitri. I need Dimitri. I'm close to breaking down, I need my last remaining piece. The piece that makes me, me. Him.

"Until you're mine, not gonna be. Even close to complete. I won't rest until you're mine."

I can still try. I know how he feels about me. That should be enough but it's not. It's not. I won't give up.

"Alone inside, I can only hear your voice. Ringing through the noise."

He's the one. The one who keeps me together. Like the seem on a pair of pants. For the life of me, please stay tied together! He's all I hear, all I need. I need…. I need him.

"Can't find my mind, keeps on coming back to you. Always back to you."

Even when I tried with Adrian. I felt nothing, other than the compulsion I had asked him to use on me. My love for him massively outweighed Adrian's influence. I love and fear that it will always be him that I want.

"Wanted something out of reach, it's killing me, you're all I see."

I can't have him. For Lissa, but mostly for me. Why? Why is it so hard to love. I envy Christian and Lissa. They can love freely and not worry about it. At all.

"Just stop wondering if we were meant to be. Forget about fate and just hold me. I'm ready to begin. The waiting has to end. Right now, today, I've gotta find a way."

It's happening. I could see his vulnerable side. He was opening up to me. Sharing something so passionate. This wasn't sex it was physical intimacy. I had said that I did not imagine my first time in a cabin in the woods. I also said it didn't matter where but who. Dimitri was the one. The one I would travel to the ends pf the world for. He loved me I loved him. That's all that mattered. I could tell he thought the same. Right now, today, I've found a way.

"My state of mind has finally got the best of me, I need you next to me."

I set off, off to kill the man I loved.