So, I wrote this story about a year ago and I'm just re-vamping it now (apparently). Sorry about that! A few changes from the original format of the story will be grammatical things and pairings, I think. I know I said USUK but I've just fallen out of like with that pairing (I prefer FrUK). Therefore, it will eventually, most likely, be FrUK. If that saddens you, I apologize. You don't need to read this story if you're not up for it. Stick around and try it out? If you find yourself too bummed out over the different pairing, please don't leave me an angry PM. Simply close the page and we'll both be on our ways. I'm not sure if it's going to be overly romantic yet. The story will be Arthur-centric, but he's interacting most of the time. I urge you to wait the story out as opposed to quitting just because of the pairing. But hey, if it's not your cup of tea it's not your cup of tea.

Also, I really don't want to offend anyone with this story. I can't really say I've suffered from any of these illnesses, except depression. I'm doing research on the diseases but if I get something wrong or I'm not portraying something in the right way, please let me know. This story was partially inspired by depressing songs (Pills by Charlotte Martin) and the book Get Well Soon by Julie Halpern. Also, it might be a let-out for depression feelings. I don't know how dark it'll get or how it'll end.

I'm not sure how much I'll update since Junior year is hell, but I'll try (or I might go another year without writing anything. Hopefully not). This is un-Beta-ed and may have errors (I apologize!). Thanks for reading!


PROLOGUE

The office is void of inhabitance. The door, however, is uncharacteristically swinging open. Inside, papers are in disarray, littering the floor in a blanket of white and scrawled black ink. Books are strewn about carelessly. Tracks of mud streak across the plush beige rug, leaving permanent stains. The chair is still warm, from its last occupant. He seemed to have left in a hurry. On the desk sit The Files. They're the only objects in the office in some kind of order. Perfectly aligned, alphabetized. The Adolescent Ward patients.


PATIENT 63

Arlovskaya, Natalia

14

Moscow, Russia

Borderline Personality Disorder

Self mutilation. Obession with PATIENT 61. Clings. Unstable mood. Suicide risk.

Long blonde hair, average. Caucasian. Speaks well. No abnormal movements.

Family: Older half-brother PATIENT 61. Older half-sister PETIENT 62. History, unknown

Reason Admitted: By foster parents for self mutilation and catatonic state without PATIENT 61 (admitted before).

PATIENT 40

Beilschmidt, Gilbert

17

Berlin, Germany

Bipolar Disorder (Episodes of grandiosity and anger)

Albino. Caucasian. Speaks fast. Attached to bird "Gilbird". No abnormal movements.

Family: Younger brother PATIENT 39. Lives with grandfather. Poor grades.

Reason Admitted: By grandfather who had earlier admitted PATIENT 39. Viewed as unstable.

PATIENT 39

Beilschmidt, Ludwig

16

Berlin, Germany

Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder

Preoccupation with rules. Perfectionism. Stinginess. OCD. Rigidity. Panic attacks.

Short blond hair, muscular. Caucasian. Speaks well. No abnormal movements. OCD tendencies.

Family: Older brother PATIENT 40. Lives with grandfather. Exemplary grades.

Reason Admitted: By grandfather, worried over OCD.

PATIENT 19

Bonnefoy, Francis

17

Paris, France

Histrionic Personality Disorder

Needs to be center of attention. Makes sexual advances often. Vain. Dramatic.

Blond hair, average. Caucasian. Speaks well. No abnormal movements. Flamboyant.

Family: No siblings. Lives with mother. Excellent grades.

Reason Admitted: Student claimed to be sexually assaulted by PATIENT 19 at school. Alternative to jail.

PATIENT 61

Braginski, Ivan

17

Moscow, Russia

Bipolar Disorder / Conductive Disorder

Switch between two personalities. Second personality on trigger, disturbed. Mentally unstable.

Short blond hair, tall, muscular. Caucasian. Child-like speech patterns. Verbal tic: "da". No abnormal movements. Slightly self-conscious.

Family: Older sister PATIENT 62. Younger half-sister PATIENT 63. History unknown.

Reason Admitted: Public Disturbance. Attacked group of students at school. Other incidents (see Illness History, file 61 page 9).

PATIENT 62

Braginskaya, Yekaterina

18

Moscow, Russia

Selective Mutism

Doesn't speak. Shy. Tendency to cry. Clings to PATIENT 61.

Short blonde hair, overweight. Doesn't speak. Caucasian. No abnormal movements. Shy. Self-conscious.

Family: Younger brother PATIENT 61. Younger half-sister PATIENT 63. History unknown.

Reason Admitted: admitted by foster parents after PATIENT 61. Only speaks to PATIENT 61 and PATIENT 63. Foster parents unable to cope.

PATIENT 27

Fernandez-Carriedo, Antonio

17

Madrid, Spain

Amnestic Disorder

Can't remember childhood or adolescence. Makes up memories.

Brown hair, lean-muscular, tanned. Caucasian. No abnormal movements. Doesn't seem to be affected by pessimism.

Family: No siblings. Lives with both parents. Good grades. Optimistic mood.

Reason Admitted: Worry of parents. Worry of school.

PATIENT 75

Honda, Kiku

17

Tokyo, Japan

Agoraphobia

Intense fear of leaving room. Must be with Dr. Robins or Heracles when out of room. Panic attacks.

Dark brown hair, thin. Asian. Speaks quietly in monotone. No abnormal movements. Shy.

Family: No siblings. Lives with parents. Good grades.

Reason Admitted: By parents.

PATIENT 24

Jones, Alfred F.

16

Washington D.C., USA / Toronto, Canada

Anorexia Nervosa

Obsession with exercise, refusal to eat. Suicide Risk.

Blond hair, on the thinner side, muscular, slight emaciation. Speaks well. Caucasian. No abnormal movements. Self-conscious.

Family: Half-brother PATIENT 25. Lives with mother and father. Good grades.

Reason Admitted: By hospital after collapse at high school football game.

PATIENT 48

Karpusi, Heracles

18

Athens, Greece

Narcolepsy

Sleep attacks. Sleep paralysis. Night Terrors.

Brown hair, average. Caucasian. Speaks quietly. Lazy. No abnormal movements.

Family: No siblings. Lives with parents. Poor grades.

Reason Admitted: By Parents.

PATIENT 89

Lukasiewicz, Feliks

16

Warsaw, Poland

Gender Identity Disorder

Anxiety. Cross-dressing. Confusion. Believes self to be female.

Blond hair, lean. Caucasian. Speaks in the "valley girl" dialect. No abnormal movements. Shy with strangers.

Family: No siblings. Lives with parents. Average grades.

Reason Admitted: By parents.

PATIENT 33

Vargas, Feliciano

15

Rome, Italy

Dependent Personality Disorder

Difficulty with decisions. Needs help from others. Difficult disagreeing. Excessive lengths to achieve nurturing. Helpless when alone. Fear of abandonment.

Red hair, lean. Caucasian. Verbal tic "ve". No abnormal movements. Sexual arousal due to hair pulled.

Family: Older brother PATIENT 32. Lives with grandfather. Average grades.

Reason Admitted: By grandfather. Intense development after PATIENT 32 admitted. Developed before. Unknown trigger.

PATIENT 32

Vargas, Lovino

16

Rome, Italy

Bipolar Disorder

Intense mood swings, depressed moods, extreme anger. Inferiority complex. Suicide risk.

Reddish brown hair, lean. Swears often. Caucasian. No abnormal movements. Sexual arousal due to hair pulled.

Family: Little brother PATIENT 33. Lives with grandfather. Average grades. Lazy.

Reason Admitted: By grandfather. Incident at school. Attacked a student. Depression episodes. Cutting class.

PATIENT 13

Wang, Yao

18

Beijing, China

Avoidant Personality Disorder

Reluctant to participate. Feelings of inadequacy. Suicide risk.

Long dark brown hair, thin. Asian. Verbal tic "aru". No abnormal movements.

Family: Younger sister. Lives with parents. Exemplary grades.

Reason Admitted: worried parents.

Note: Roommate, PATIENT 9, committed suicide. Monitor closely for signs of suicidal thoughts.

PATIENT 25

Williams, Matthew

15

Toronto, Canada / Washington D.C., USA

Generalized Anxiety Disorder

Restless, panic attacks, trembling, fatigued, emotional.

Blond hair, lean. Speaks quietly, sometimes stuttering. Caucasian. No abnormal movements. Self-conscious. Attached to "kumajiro", stuffed polar bear.

Family: Older half-brother PATIENT 24. Lives with mother and step-father. Good grades.

Reason Admitted: Admitted with PATIENT 24, by parents instead of hospital.


A spot is missing. Instead, there's a small slip, in between PATIENT 75 and PATIENT 24. Four words are printed:

Im, Yong Soo

DECEASED.

A sheet of paper plans to take its "place". The sheet sits near the printer, ink cooling and solidifying.

PATIENT 100

Kirkland, Arthur

17

London, England

Schizoaffective Disorder

Known substance abuse, dramatic mood swings, depression, hallucinations, suicide risk.

Short blond hair, thin, pale. Caucasian. Speaks well. No abnormal movements. Talks to hallucinations.

Family: Abusive brothers. Lives with mother and youngest brother. Exemplary grades until age 15, dropped dramatically. Now Poor grades.

Reason Admitted: By mother after incident at school involving substance abuse.

Note: It is not yet known if hallucinations are caused by illness or substance abuse. Monitor PATIENT 100 closely .