I loved him once.
I had my heart on my sleeve
but he never saw.
He didn't care about me.
Only revenge for his clan.
He didn't care about anyone.
He shoved me aside just like his team the day he left Konoha.
After that night, I pushed to become stronger, hoping to one day make him see me, but he had been too corrupt by the time I met him again.
No longer could I just trust people so easily like I had blindly trusted him.
I could no longer wait for the rainstorms to pass by while I sat alone, thinking my life was worth nothing. I had to learn to go out, not afraid that my next mission would be my last and learn to dance in the rain.
"Sasuke come back!" I cried after him as he started to walk away from the village. "Why are you abandoning your friends and team?"
"I do not have any friends and I've never thought of those four as a team. They were just in my way of my goal," the onyx eyed 12 year old genin snapped as he turned to face me. "As for you, your are a worthless piece of shit. You have no talent for fighting and your too soft to even hurt someone. You are useless to me and you can't even stop me from leaving. I can see that your shaking in fear because you know I could hurt you without a second thought, Kaiko," Sasuke smirked then disappeared into the forest.
I never had the chance to tell him back then that I care for him but he was right. I knew I would have been helpless to stop him from hurting or even killing me. He was gone for now but I would bring him back. I would fill Sasuke's spot on Team 7 and get my way up to Jounin level then get into the ANBU Black Ops to be able to learn how to get over my fear of hurting others so I could become stronger.
AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I DID.
I BECAME A HEARTLESS SOLDIER WHO REFUSD TO TRUST ANYONE EVER AGAIN.
I WOULD KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO THE ONE I HAD GIVEN MY HEART TO.