You only hurt the ones you love





Well everyone here I am, writing my first Cardcaptor Sakura fanfic. I must warn you however, as this fic may feature some OOC, and violent behavior. Remember, you were warned. Now, onto the fic.





Li dashed from rooftop, to rooftop trying to keep up with the newest card. He hadn't caught the name, but he knew that he had to get it before... "Li, wait up" he looked back and saw Sakura Kinomoto in what appeared to be an angel like costume with artificial wings and a halo, heading his way on her wing headed wand. with that annoying little stuffed animal flying alongside her, and to think that, that was actually Keroberos, the legendary guardian beast of the Clow Cards.



He moved ahead of her and closer to the Clow beast. It had the appearance of a large Panther with angel wings on its back. Whatever the creature was, it wasn't getting passed him, nor was it getting caught by Sakura. She had caught more than he had already and had left him embarrassed and humiliated in the process, that wasn't going to happen again.



He moved in and attacked, chanting his familiar call:( forgive me if I get it wrong) "Forces know my plight, release the.." he didn't get a chance to finish as the card had leapt forward and rammed him in the chest. Sending him crashing to the ground, and into a mud puddle. He looked up and saw Sakura had brought forth her wand and had called forth the shadow card and had the card beast captured within minutes



IT happened again, he was unable to capture a clow card and had been left totally humiliated by the same girl who he felt had no right to even be capturing the cards in the first place he got up and after collecting his sword, he slowly began to walk away from the battle scene, until he heard "Her" voice. He continued to walk onward, all the while ignoring her calls to him.



Sakura continued to go after Li despite his silent protest. "I'm talking to you Li!" she said, irritated at his ignoring her as she was on her last attempt to get his attention, to Li however, that was more than he could take after tonight.



Li had finally more than he could take and as Sakura had finally succeeded in turning him around to face her he had reared his hand back and had smacked her across the face. Leaving a dark red hand print on her face. That had sent Sakura down to her knees, with her hand cradling her injured face. She looked up at Li and he still had that fire in his eyes, that was too much for Sakura to bear.



Li looked down at her and had then realized that he had finally succeeded in getting his point across, finally succeeding in proving....nothing. Li looked down at Sakura and had just then realized what he had done to her, he had hurt her, he had hurt a girl by hitting her, and by looking at the girl in front of him, he then realized that he had attacked a defenseless angel, the kind that look down over people and protect them, and he had marred her beauty. "Oh God, what have I done, sakura, I'm sorry" he said as he started towards her. She instead, backed away from him.



Sakura ran from Li, tears fell from her eyes like fountains. She ran to the fire escape of the building they were on and almost flew down it for wanting to get away from Li so fast. She didn't notice Tomoyo run up to her. "Sorry I wasn't here sooner, did you get the card?" Tomoyo asked as she brought the cam-corder up to look at Sakura through the screen and saw her in tears from what had happened. "Oh my, Sakura what happened?" she asked, she got no answer however as Sakura took off towards her home.



Tomoyo was stunned at what she had just seen. Sakura appeared to be running off with what looked like a handprint on her face, a red handprint. She turned around and saw Li coming down the fire escape and towards Sakura when Tomoyo stopped him. "What happend Li, tell me, what happened?!" she yelled at him with a mixture of anger and questioning. Li looked at her and felt every last pang of guilt he had just felt go surging through him again.

Sakura had run from all the way across town to her home, she had known where the key was placed, so she quickly unlocked the door and ran into her room and fell onto her bed. She continued to cry at an uncontrollable rate. This was the night that she said that it would happen, the night that she would tell him how she felt, and a night that had turned out to be a disaster.

She knew that her father would be at work at another dig and that Touya would be spending the night at Yukito's house, so she wouldn't have to put up with explaining it to them. That would prove to be the best choice of action, but she couldn't, despite what HE had done to her, she couldn't help but still love him, but silently questioned why, as her tears fell like raindrops.

Tomoyo stood there as she heard Li confess what had happened tonight. "What should I do Tomoyo?, Tomoyo?" Li continued to ask her until something happened. Tomoyo brought her fist up and had hit LI right in the face with all her might. She looked up and saw Li's face fly back and watched him stumble about a few times.

Li looked forward while holding his bleeding nose. He saw Tomoyo holding her sore knuckles. "How could you Li, how could you?" she asked angrily. "Do you know what you meant to her? You meant the world to her". Li couldn't believe his ears, but he knew that she wouldn't lie at a time like this. "I thought you would change Li, but I guess I was wrong" Tomoyo said as she turned around and headed in the opposite direction.

"Wait, Tomoyo" Li called but was stopped by Kero. "Stay there LI" Kero ordered as he flew in front of Li's face with his "arms" stretched out. "But Kero" Li yelled. "You've caused more than enough damage for one night" he said with an uncharacteristic coldness about him.

Li stood there and watched Kero fly off in the direction of Sakura's home, where he wished he could be right now, saying that he was sorry until he had contracted laryngitis, but he could only stand there and look at his hand and say to himself over and over again: "What have I done"

Flames are welcome, as this is my first story and I expect lots of them.