Dont Leave Me Jaimy

A Bloody Jack Fanfiction

Jacky's Point of View

So here I am laying in my own blood. My head resting in Jaimy's lap. They finally caught me that they did. I am losing my life and because of me several others did also. So now because of me trying to wriggle out of trouble once again as always I have made my love cry. He is crying over me as I slowly die. I remember all the times I had thought I was going to lose him, and now he is going to feel the pain I have always felt but never wanted him to feel. I remember the time back in the French prison I thought I was really going to lose him. But here he is but this time we all know that no one is going to make it. All though I know Jaimy will not let me die, we all know I will. So as I lay here waiting for my planned out death to come I comfort Jaimy trying to forget about my own pain only trying to release him from his. I tell him to stay with me until I die but he simply tells me I will not die and I will make it like all the times we both had. But we both know this is a lie. I tell him not to cry over me and that when I am gone I wish for him to move on but not to forget me. He tells me that he will never forget and that he will never find another to love. He tells me I was the only one he ever loved and that he will only love forever. I tell him that when I am gone to be happy. He says that he will try but it will be hard for I am the one that truly brought happiness into his life. So as I lay here preparing to breath the last bit of air that will ever enter my poor body I tell him I love him and that if we do have a forgiving god I will not go to hell for all my wrong doings and if I do go to heaven I will always be watching over him as a guardian angle. He tells me that he loves me to and he knows I will not go to hell for I have had a hard life and that is why I made the choices I did. He also tells me that the choices I made were not my fault because of the way people treated me was the reason I did things. As I breath my last breath I reflect on the battle between me and my crew. As we were docking into Boston after saving me from the French the red coats popped out and attacked. We fought a hard battle but I took a bullet to the chest and as Jaimy heard my screams he ran. Dropping his pistols he had pointed at one of their temples. He ran to me and lifted me off the ground laying my head in his lap saying that everything would be okay and that nothing would happen to me. As he said this he had tears in his eyes. I come back into the present me dying at this moment mouthing I love you to Jaimy and shutting my eyes for the final time. Everything is dark and Jaimy is hugging my limp body crying, whimpering why Jacky. I feel my spirit being ripped from my body as the light comes back and I see Jaimy. I think to myself I am sorry Jaimy but we all knew this was going to happen to me sooner or later. We all knew the British were not going to let me off the hook as easily as we thought. But I am glad I died knowing you knew how I felt about you. I love you Jaimy and I always will. And the light I continue to lets me know I have been forgiven and I am going to heaven and that I now know I shall watch over Jaimy as I have told him and hope that he moves on like I told him to and he finds a new happiness that wont leave him like I did.