Disclaimer: No I don't own them sadly.

A/N: This was a plot bunny that wouldn't get out of my head. And it's my first fanfic so if its crap well that why, and I don't have a beta so if anyone wants to volunteer thanks ^_^

A/N2: This is kinda A/U ok? Rogue is known as Marie sometimes in it. Tessa is Sage from the comics and Remy never joined the Acolytes.

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Prologue

Two Months ago

She looked around her room, was there anything she had left behind? 'No, just leave. Get away from this place.' Her subconscious told her. 'You have to, you need help.' Sighing she picked up her bag with only the necessities and things she couldn't part with in it.

They didn't understand, she had to leave. The clock stroke 5:30 pm. Good, everyone's either out or sleeping, except maybe Him. 'No don't think about Him, otherwise you won't leave, ever. He'll persuade you to stay.' She placed the note she'd left on her bed, knowing one of them would try and wake her up later they'd find it.

Grabbing her keys, wallet and gloves she opened the door to the balcony and stepped out. Looking out at the sun rise, she sighed. Swinging a leg over the rail and started the climb down the building. She fell, but before she crashed to the ground she stopped midair. Sighing she floated down, her other persona still stuck in her head.

When she got there she would get it sorted out, she would not have them stuck in her head. She would not have their powers. No she would just be her, but with the control she always had. She would have her mind free, her thoughts her own, without them tormenting her. On the ground she got to the garage, what to take, car or bike? Bike or car? Shaking her head, no she needed to concentrate, bike definitely the bike. It was small and fast, plus it was her favourite. Getting on the bike and starting it she left, without a glance at the place behind her.

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She wasn't up yet, why? She was always up earlier than him, it took her and Tess to wake him up.

"I'm gon' go wake 'er up, 'k?" He said, getting a brief nod from Tessa. Turning around and out if the kitchen her walked up the stairs to her room. Something wasn't right, he could feel it.

"Chere, you awake yet?" He called opening the door. Her room was empty. The bed was made, like nobody had slept in it. A single sheet of paper lay on her bed. He went over to the bed and read it.

To my family

By the time you have read this I will be gone. Please do not try and find me. I needed to leave; she is tormenting me to no extent. I need to get her out; my thoughts have to my own once more. You have to understand. It pains me so much to leave you. You took me in when I ran away from home; you taught me all the tricks of the trade. Loved me, cared for me, excepted me. I love you. I will write and phone occasionally, when I can. But I needed to do this by myself, and I knew if I told you, Remy would insist that he come or I stay. I could not do that. Please remember I love you all and I will come back, when my head has been sorted out. I'm sorry.

Marie

'No she can't have left, what will I do without her?' Remy thought. He stared at the paper refusing to believe it was true. Pinching himself hoping it was a dream and she was about to come barreling in to his room demanding that he got up.

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So what did you all think? Should I continue? Or delete it from the site?

And if anyone can think of a better title please tell me!

Belle