SYMPTOMS

CHAPTER 01

The Titan Tower is calm. Filled night where usually when they members of the super hero group would rest after a long day of battling evil doers and so it was why they have the highest security detail in the world so that they could rest without worry.

Yet danger has a way of finding its way in and of infiltrating there defenses. Especially when one of there own is the danger. That threatens to hurt them even if it's not intentional. Even if she can do nothing to stop herself for her mind and body are not as united as any normal living creature.

Her is a unique physique and in this night she had found that she had become ill. Her body burns with something that she does not understand and her mind screeches at her and her defenses to free herself and to seek aid where ever it can find it.

Yet she knows that this will be a betrayal of their trust. She would be doing something that is a violation of every thing she fights against, but she knows there is no other way and she releases herself.

In the darkness of the night a shadow moves within darkness. It slides towards the strongest of will powers. Towards the one she has been familiar with she has been within this mind and she smile.

" Wake up. "

The voice stirs the body in the bed before her. She smiles and licks her lips yet she awaits and pulls the cover to reveal the form of her leader's body. A smiles play's on the dark figure as she watches him stir awake.

"Huh? W-what is… "

" Relax and feel at peace. "

Within second the figure falls into a daze between sleep and wakefulness. A state of mind that suits the dark figure perfectly, it smiles as it slides to his bed and touches his body. She feels scar tissue and burn marks on his body. The marks signify him to be a warrior.

" You must aid me. "

" R-raven? Ungh W-what?"

" Let me fill your mind with pleasure as you aid me. "

Then it happened his body shook violently and shivered as muscle spasms raked his body. She gasped in pleasure as she trembled with the release she needed gasping for air she fell on top of his body. Opening her eyes she looked at the unconscious form of Robin beside her.

" I'm sorry. "

The whisper went unheard and as she closed her eyes she teleported away from him not being able to heal him for fear that it might affect her. So back in her dark room she closed her eyes and tried to meditate on her actions.

The morning came and the tower was filled with noise once more as the titans woke and there daily routine started. They began as they always did the discussion at breakfast and then they noticed

One of their own was missing.

" Yo were is Robin?"

" Hey yeah he is always the first one up. "

Cyborg looked at beast boy who had an equally confused expression on his face. As they knew all to well their leader was never late and as the alien girl named Starfire tried to go and see if something was wrong she was surprised when the dark girl spoke.

" Perhaps he is in need of more rest. "

" Raven?"

" It has happened to all of us more than once Starfire. I am sure he is only in need of more rest. There is no need to disturb him."

" Yeah, Star don't worry about it. "

" Very well I guess you are right. "

Starfire nodded and floated towards them. Beast Boy however glanced at the dark girl and noticed her far away look as if she were deep in thought. While In the room of their leader a presence lingered and stirred him to wake.

" Wake robin. "

The figure's eyes shot open. The voice was inside him but he dismissed the idea and just looked as far into the room. He could have sworn that there was some one there. As he tried to get up he failed and felt exhausted, drained both mentally, emotionally and physically.

" Ungh what is wrong with me. "

Shaking his head and opening his eyes he looked at himself. He was not dressed and his chest hurt. Touching the aching part he felt a sting, looking at the area he discovered nail marks going straight down across his chest.

" W-what happened. "

Back in the kitchen Raven looked at her tea and walked away from the others heading towards her room. She stopped in the hallway when she noticed Robin walking towards her. He smiled and waved.

" H-hey Raven. "

" Are you ok?"

" Y-yeah just tired I guess I've been working out to much. I better take it easy. "

" I think that would be for the best. "

Robin smiled and walked towards the kitchen to get something to eat. Raven however walked inside her room and fell to the floor. Closing her eyes she hugged herself and cried she had done something terrible last night and it had caused Robin something more than just physical pain. As she thought about it more she felt sorry.

Because it was not the first or last time that she used him in that way she needed him and for all intent and purposes she knew what she was doing was close to one of the most hated crimes and yet she couldn't stop. She knew that tonight would be the same.

But until then the day was still fresh and she needed to meditate and collect herself. She had to be strong to be the one who kept strong or he would be in more pain. Taking a deep breath she put the mask of a stoic girl and walked towards the living room.

" Have you seen my? "

" shhhhhhh! "

The green teen jumped towards her and put his hands over her mouth. She was about to send him across the room when he pointed at the couch. Her eyes softened and she walked away from him and towards the figure sitting on the couch.

" He just fell asleep. "

Whispered the teen that now stood beside her. She glanced at Robin slumped down on the couch sleeping peacefully. Closing her eyes she turned towards Beast Boy and he smiled.

" Looks like he has been pushing himself too hard again. "

" Looks like it ...we should get him a pillow. "

" And blanket I'm on it!"

The green figure smiled and rushed towards the hallway leading towards their rooms. Raven looked at the teen on the couch and her eyes softened. She let out a deep breath and shook her head.

" I'm sorry. "

She reached towards his face with a sad smile on her lips.

" Raven?"

She pulled away just before she could make contact with his face. Pulling her hood over her head she place her cold and hard mask on and just looked at Beast Boy who raised an eyebrow.

" What were you doing? "

" Nothing. Did you get the things?"

" Ah yeah here. "

Slowly they managed to move Robin so that he was now lying on the couch. Beast Boy smiled and as they walked out of the room they noticed Cyborg and Starfire in the kitchen. Beast Boy rushed towards them and Raven vanished.

Once in her room she shivered and closed her eyes. Clenching her teeth she cursed herself it was too soon the day has just started. Falling to her knees she tried to focus and concentrate. Slowly she regained enough strength to sit in the lotus position and meditate.

Her demon heritage was a curse in more ways then one as the sickness of the hot blood would rise every so often now that she was a teenager. She hated herself for it every so often she would need to fulfill those needs until recently meditation had worked but not any more.

The meditation had suppressed it for a long time and now it had no or little effect on it She wished she didn't have to do what she did. But it was out of her hands once her blood would boil she would have no control and would seek out some one to relieve herself upon him.

Her demon blood urged and drove her to do this to use him. Emotionally, mentally, physically, and she felt sick she rushed towards the bathroom and threw up. Hoping that when this was over she wouldn't have to repeat it again. She hated herself enough already.

Continued

Archangemon's courner :

All my raro fics will get new chapter starting monday sorry for the long delay but now that a new beta lygertigon 99 is back with out net problems i sholdnt have any problem uploading new fics and updating old ones