Okay, so a few people had asked to have a sequel to BlackButlerxBlackMaid. (If you hadn't read it yet, I suggest you do so you can have an idea of why this story is happening.) They probably saw that there should be something brewing between Sebastian and Amaranth. Never thought that I would be writing a continuance of a short story...

Anyway, hope you all will be patient and also enjoy it :)

Story belongs to me, Kuroshitsuji characters belong to Yana Toboso, Amaranth belongs to akatsukipikka from deviantart, and I don't make no profit off of this story or any of my stories.

He examines the stone in bracelet and knows what the color means. Black meant things that belong to sorrow, sadness, depression. 'Why did she leave?'

He looked back to the paper he held in his hand and read it again. Broken-heart, Amaranth... Why would she ever think of that?

He puts the bracelet and the tiny piece of paper in his coat pocket to put it away later, for now he had to go prepare the master's tea. 'I'm sure she'll come back,' Sebastian said to himself, not wanting to worry about Mara so much. But would it be easy without her here, if not physically then mentally and emotionally?

For a few weeks, he tried to forget her, but notices that nothing is the same without Armaranth. She had always helped out with the other servants whenever he was doing something else. Why exactly did she leave? he had questioned over and over.

He had to find out. He had to find her. Sebastian just waited for the right opportunity to take the chance to go out for some number of days so he could search for her, even explore all of England.

However it took months, 3 to be exact. When Sebastian got up this morning, like he would get up every morning, he would still come by her room, knowing that she wasn't there and wishing that she was. Not that he wasn't strong enough and fast enough to do the work around the manor; he was powerful to do even the simplest and smallest tasks around the mansion and get it done so quickly.

He was just used to Amaranth doing the necessities needed for the day and to make sure that everything will be going according to schedule. One time he called her name,"Amaranth," and she didn't come. "So, she's gone for good."

Sebastian sighed and went back to getting the wrinkles out of the table cloth. Things had gotten done in half the time he would've done with her here. He would think of many things to say to his master, try to think of many ways to keep Ciel thinking that he was hiding a secret from him.

Of course he knew that Mara was gone, and he didn't actually know of Sebastian's and Amaranth's little relationship. And he wouldn't know of Sebastian's long disappearance either. Impatience was getting to him.

He wanted to go find her now. The sooner the better. And he was afraid to tell the house servants because their secret keeping would be like their house keeping: lousy.

He was getting a headache from all of this. Ciel noticed Sebastian's quietness and asked I that tone of voice he always uses, as to taunt,"What's wrong with you? Upset about something?" Sebastian just stayed silent.

"Grell came around again?" Ciel continued. That surely wasn't it, but he wouldn't like that to happen ever. "No, master. Just thinking what to prepare for dinner tonight." he replied.

Nothing else was said. He finally came up with something, a plan that would be believable even by the servants. 'But it would be too soon. I should for just a few more days." he noted to himself.

Giving his young master dinner and getting him ready for bed, thoughts flew and bumped inside the back of his mind. They ricocheted around the walls of his head and sometimes hitting his brain. Washing and rinsing, then drying and dressing, Sebastian pulled the covers over Ciel and telling him good night.

He closed the door gently and walked down the halls to his room, feeling a bit exhausted from the brain down. Opening the door to his room, that only he knows what's inside, Sebastian took off his long tail coat and sat on the edge of his bed. He then lied down, staring at the dark ceiling above.

The part of him that took over him when he and her mated was calling out to her. It was scratching to come out and search for her itself. 'Amaranth... just a few more days... I'm coming.'

So, how is it so far? I kinda need more ideas, maybe to help rewrite this chapter and more to come (2 or 3 chapters). and don't worry if something isn't right with Sebby. He act like his normal self once he finds 'Mara' ;)