A/N: Hi! Before you start reading, I want to let you know that I'm not a good writer, that this is my first fanfiction ever and that English isn't my first language. I hope you can just enjoy the story!
It was a nice Tuesday morning and I was ready for our table reading. Not the entire cast was necessary for this. Only the most needed characters had to be here. So me, James, Kendall, Carlos, Stephen and Tanya were here presenting the entire cast. Waiting for our producers to show up to tell us what the new episode is gonna be about. Because only the six of us were here, I was really wondering what was going on in this ep. Katelyn Tarver, the girl who plays Jo, was almost becoming a regular, but right now she wasn't here. I guess the writers just didn't want that to happen, so they thought of an episode without her. Don't get me wrong, she's fun to hang out with. The same goes for Erin. And our episodes with them are always fun, but to be honest, the episodes with just the four of us are just… better. The chemistry is just right. But when our 'girlfriends' are there too, we all break up in our own storylines.
Our producer walks in with a frown on his face and a coffee in his hand. I'm guessing he had a rough night. He starts talking immediately. "Alright guys, it's time to please the fans. Our researchers have searched through the whole internet to find out what our relatively old viewers would like to see on the show. And, they found a solution to make that happen. The next show is going to be called Big Time Kiss. Carlos is finally getting his first kiss, we're bringing Stephanie King back do to so. James is helping Gustavo and Kelly to set up a fashion brand called K.I.S.S. And last but not least, Kendall and Logan are going to kiss each other. Are there any questions so far?" The producer ends his rant as if what he just said was the most normal thing ever. Didn't he just say that Kendall and I have to kiss, each other?
"Uh yeah," Kendall raises his hand as if he's in school, asking the teacher a question. "Kendall and Logan are gonna what?" I couldn't say anything because I was still a little bit in shock from what I just heard. It's not that I can't stand the idea of kissing a guy for my job, because yeah, it is my job and it's called acting. But it would be just so weird to kiss my bro. And for what, just to please some of our older fans? Why would they even want us to kiss?
"Yes Kendall, you heard me right. You and Logan, or let's say Kendall Knight and Logan Mitchell, are going to kiss. Relax; it's not gonna be a full-blown make out session. It's just going to be an accidental peck on the lips. No big deal. You need to do this for the older fans. You need to give them something to fangirl about." It bothers me that our producer has a huge smirk on his face. He is enjoying our shocked reactions way too much.
"But why do the older fans want us to kiss?" I could finally find some words to say.
"It seems to us that the fans above, let's say sixteen, love the idea of all of you hooking up. The most popular pairing was you two. Apparently it's called Kogan and the fans absolutely love it. So we are just going to give them what they want. Basically all what's going to happen is that you two will end up in a supply closet, we'll explain later how you get there, and then you'll get stuck in there. When someone finally opens the door, Logan will get knocked into Kendall and your lips will meet. It has to last for two seconds at least. That's all." At least two seconds? So they'd rather have it longer than two seconds? And again, he acts like we do this all the time, which we don't. It is official, our producers and writers lost their minds.
I still didn't like the idea. And based of Kendall's shocked facial expression, neither does he. Then the producer starts telling us what's also going to happen in this very episode. I can't really concentrate on his story. The only things I notice are a giggling James, a smirking Carlos and a completely frozen Kendall. I really hope that it is gonna be a big supply closet.
It was the third day on set, shooting Big Time Kiss. Today is the day that Kendall and I will have 'our accidental kiss'. We are both a little out of it. After our producers had told us there were fans on the internet pairing us, I couldn't help myself. I had to check it out. And what they said were no lies. There are a lot teenage, hormone filled girls and guys wanting us to kiss. To be honest, that's not all they were fantasizing about, but let's skip that. After reading all this stuff, I could finally get over the fact why we have to do this. But it's still going to be super weird.
"Logan, are you ready? We need you in the supply closet. Now." It was James who was calling me. A big smirk covered his face. He and Carlos made so much fun of us. They thought it was the funniest thing ever. They thought it's hilarious that two of their best friends will be put in an embarrassing situation. They'll shut up when I tell them about 'Jarlos'.
While I arrived at the place to be I saw Kendall already standing there. At first he's looking a little bit uncomfortable, but he shakes it off immediately. That's when I see the supply closet where 'the magic is gonna happen'. It's the supply closet we also had to hide in in Big Time Cribs. But with one glance inside, I could tell that it's going to be different this time. It's not a very small closet, but for this scene, there has to be a camera in it as well. This is gonna be so awkward.
"Okay great Logan, you are here. The first two scenes aren't that hard, you two will squeeze those out without a problem. Then it's gonna get trickier. First take is practicing, with the cameras by the way. You guys know your lines, right?" We both nod. "Just say them and act like you always do. I know it's gonna be difficult and probably weird, but try your hardest and it's gonna be over before you know it." Our director gave us our final instructions. And then, everybody on set went quiet.
We're gonna shoot a total of three scenes in this closet. The first one is easy. All we have to do is stand in front of an open supply closet. Then James will push us in there and somehow, the door gets locked. We both get frustrated, even though we already were. The second scene is trying to get out. After we find out we don't have our cellphones on us, I have to climb on a cabinet and try to open an air vent in the ceiling. Plus, we talk. But the third scene, it's the scene. I have to stand in front of the door. Then someone will open that door with force which knocks me into Kendall and then yes, our lips will clash.
The first scenes went easy. They went just like always. It's not like we haven't been in small spaces together, hi elevators, so from the outside nothing looks different. "Cut, okay guys that was great, just take 5 and then we'll shoot your last scene in the supply closet." Our director yells to us. Don't you mean: 'your kissing scene in the supply closet'. Some people have been very fixated around this thing. Yes, even our director is excited. Some people have twisted minds. But on the other hand, it's also the only thing that has been on my mind these last days. I'm going to be so relieved when this is all over.
Then it was time. It was time for the grand finale. Well, it felt that way. Every one of the cast and crew were interested in this scene so they made sure they had a front row seat. Kendall and I pushed our way through our spectators. We walked in to the closet. Our eyes met and we both nodded. We know each other well, and we were just saying: 'we can do this, nothing's gonna get weird, this is just our job, good luck.' Someone closed the door behind me. This was really happening.
Before the door opens, we have some lines to say. To my disappointment, we were on top of our game, the director never stopped us. So we just kept going. This is it. This was the moment that the door's gonna open. I let out a little sigh. Then I felt the force on my back. I stumble forward and I feel Kendall's hands grab me by my shoulders, like he's trying to keep me at a distance. After that, Kendall's lips are on mine. My eyes flutter shut to open again. I pull away, going back to character.
"Whoa, what was that?" Logan Mitchell screams. "I..." Before Kendall can say his line the director cut's him of.
"Cut, okay let's do that again but this time, Kendall, don't grab his shoulders, grab him by the waist. Logan, you can freak out a little more." Our director tries to act serious but he's enjoying this. I don't know why, actually. 'Grab him by the waist'? Oh, joy.
"Take two." The assistant-director yells. This time, our lines aren't going so smoothly. Kendall messed up, which is weird. He never messes up the little conversations like this. "Cut. Again. Take three." I see a change in Kendall's eyes. He went from confused to confident. Two words that look like each other from the outside but contain completely different meanings. He acts like nothing happened in the previous take. His lines are rolling out of his mouth, with a goofy smile on his face. Before I realized we were already there, I felt the door hitting my back again. I repeat my action of stumbling towards Kendall. I feel his hands grabbing my waist, like he was told to. And his lips were on mine once again. I tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let me. Kendall hold on to me. He started to move his lips against mine softly. I was thrown off guard. To my own surprise, I kissed him back gently. Then I remembered where I was and what I was doing. I pulled away, walking backwards out of the open door.
All eyes were on me, including Kendall's. I had to leave this place. Soon.
Once I was back in my dressing room I started thinking. What was that? I've got to say, I've never been more embarrassed then I was just a couple of minutes ago. That last take, wasn't just a little kiss. Not just a little peck on the lips, as it was supposed to be. It turned out into a complete make out session in front of everybody. Plus, the cameras were rolling. Oh my god, it's been taped… what if people see this?
I was pacing back and forth when someone knocked on the door. Hesitant, I walked towards it. I had only opened it for a few inches, but before I completely realized what was going on, I was pushed back into my room. I hear the door shut, hard. Next thing I know, I'm pushed against a wall, opposite to my door, while Kendall was pinning my hands next to my ears. He kissed me. Picking up right where we left of.
It wasn't as softly as on set; it was rough, but still sweet. I don't know how he did that. I kissed back. This was wrong in every way possible, though it felt so right.
I broke the kiss for a moment. "Kendall, what are we doing?" He seemed satisfied with me saying 'we' instead of 'you'. "I don't know, doesn't matter. It feels good, right?" All I could do was nod. He was so right. It felt good. We continued where we were.
I wasn't thinking clearly until I heard another knock on the door. "Logan, we need to change your clothes, are you coming?" We stopped. Kendall let out a groan of annoyance. "Go, we'll figure this out later, okay?" I smiled at him.
While walking to our stylists I checked my phone.
1 text message from James.
'Don't worry, they won't broadcast it. Have fun with your new toy. ;)'
A/N: Yes, it would mean a lot if you could let me know what you think.