Chap 1 'A precious that lost'

"Bocchan…" a voice called. It came from a white haired man calling his master, whom was still in a deep sleep. "Ciel-bocchan…?!" the voice became louder and more clear than before.

"Ok, ok, I'm awake already Sebas-"a dark blue haired teenager boy stopped mid-sentence right after he opened his eyes. "Re-real Tanaka?!" Ciel stuttered with a surprisingly voice. His mouth fell agape at the very sight.

"Ciel-bocchan," Tanaka said as he put his hand on Ciel's chin and gently raised it up, closing his mouth. "You can't stay like that Ciel-bocchan, it's possible that weird things could fly over to your mouth and make you choke, right?" Tanaka asked in a soft tone.

"It's better for you to take a bath don't you think… Bocchan?" Tanaka added as he took Ciel's usual clothes and put them on the bed.

"Yeah, sure,"Ciel said as he stood from his warm bed onto the cold wood floor. Seeing that his master was properly set for a bath, Tanaka decided to go outside and prepare breakfast. "Ok then, if you need something you can just call me," he said. Tanaka gave a small bow to Ciel and left.

"Sebastian,"Ciel murmured. Softly, he made his way to the bathroom. "This is totally weird, where the hell is Sebastian? He always wakes me up every morning," Ciel questioned lowly. He got into the tub carefully, although he felt awkward being alone. "I wonder if he still sleeping in his room?" Ciel murmured. Finally, he let out a defeated sigh. "What the hell is he thinking?" Ciel mused.

"No idea, but you miss him," his ego taunted.

"What do you mean?" Ciel asked.

"Do YOU miss him?" the voice questioned.

"No I don't, but what should I do now" he asked.

"Just do what you want, silly!" his ego replied.

"What do I want to do then?" Ciel asked.

"Give all of your money to your servants, and go to a deserted village and live happily ever after," the voice responded.

"Speak one more word, and you'll die" he growled.

"You can't kill me, you are me," the voice taunted.

"Just shut up," Ciel said. The conversation ended. A few minutes later, Ciel was set to go eat in the dining room. There the three useless servants, Finnia, Meiline, and Bard. Tanaka was there, still in his true form, but he didn't see Sebastian anywhere. He walked calmly to his usual seat, and in front of him was steak, salad and a cup of herbal tea. He tried to eat all of the food but he couldn't, the food was so different from Sebastian's cooking. No able to hold it in, he asked. "Tanaka, where is Sebastian?" he inquired. He took one more bite on his steak while awaiting the answer.

"I beg your pardon, who is Sebastian?" Tanaka asked.

"Don't play stupid, Sebastian is my butler!" Ciel replied.

"We're not playing stupid Bocchan, we don't know anything about a person called Sebastian. The one and only butler in this mansion is Tanaka-san" Finnia answered.

"What?" Ciel asked startled.

"Moreover, Bocchan, why are you wearing an eye piece? Is your right eye hurt or something?" Tanaka asked curiously as he bowed to face his young master from behind.

"Let me see it, "Tanaka added. He opened Ciel's eye piece and look direct at Ciel's right eye. "There is nothing wrong in your eye, Bocchan…" Tanaka said.

"Bard….give me a mirror…"Ciel ordered. Bard gave it to Ciel, whom examined himself.

"It's gone!" Ciel shouted. Which was followed by unbelievable gasp from his servants; Tanaka put his left hand to Ciel's shoulder.

"What's wrong Bocchan?" Tanaka asked.

"No, it's nothing. I just want to be alone for a little while," Ciel murmured to Tanaka as he stood and left the dining room, leaving his four servants clueless. Ciel went to his personal work room and locked the door and opened the window, letting the morning sun and air in. "How can this happening? My contract, why is it gone? Can this be related to my dream from last night?" he asked himself. "First Sebastian is gone, and now my contract sign is gone too? What's happening?"Ciel continued to ask himself.

"Something that you couldn't imagine," a serious voice replied. Ciel turned.

"Grell!" Ciel said surprisingly. He turned back the other way.

"Hump," Grell spiritedly replied. "What do you mean, 'but where is Sebastian?' and why is my

Pentacle Faustian (1) is gone? I don't where Sebby is now…."

"Why don't know? Wait, so you have been met him, right?" Ciel questioned. A worried expression shadowed his face.

"I met him, but I don't where he is now. I have a really important order from him,"Griel murmured.

"What order?"Ciel asked curiously.

"I should protect Ciel-bocchan, where ever and whenever. That is all." Grell said.

"Why can't he protect me by himself?" Ciel asked.

"Because, he isn't strong enough to protect you,"Griel answered. He looked down to the floor.

"What do you mean he's not strong enough to protect me? He's a demon, I'm sure he is strong!"Ciel denied.

"He's not a demon, Sebby is not a demon anymore. Now he is nothing. He is just a weak human," Griel responded. The sad expression on his face, which could make a childish shinigami become a serious shinigami in a second.

"Sebastian is a human? There's no way he's a human. He's a demon right; a demon and my butler?" Ciel responded in disbelief."He is my one and only butler for the rest of my life,"Ciel added sadly. Grell decided to let Ciel rest after that stressful and tight conversation between them.

"How about we take a break…."Grell said. He then led Ciel out of the room. "Usually humans always go into shock after that tough conversation."

"I'm not a human, I'm a spirit, I've already died 2 years ago," Ciel denied.

"Of course you are a human, you do know why the Pentacle Faustian gone,"Grell answered.

"Particularly…no,"Ciel answered.

"Because this is your life, this would be your life if you never made a contract, if you never met Sebastian,"Grell said. They then arrived at Ciel's bedroom.

"My…true…life, I never thought this going to be hard…if I'm not with Sebastian" Ciel said. He then laid his head on the pillow and in a count of second Ciel has fallen asleep….

*(Flashback)*

It was night, the sparkling stars and beautiful full moon were in the sky bringing light to everyplace and every corner in the world. Sebastian is carrying Ciel with his right hand, his left hand missing, and put Ciel in the some sort of a stone sofa gently.

"The rest of my soul is yours,"Ciel said right after he was put to the stone sofa.

"As expect from the young master, you're so kind," Sebastian said with a small smile on his face.

"Will it hurt?" Ciel asked. He then touched his eye piece.

"Yes, a little, I'll keep it as gentle a possible--" he responded.

"Don't, make it as painful as you can…..carve the pain of my life into my soul…."Ciel answered.

"Yes, My Lord," the butler responded. Sebastian bowed with his right hand on his chest and his left knee touching the ground, showing his last respect to Ciel. He then stood up, his eyes turned a lava-red color, as he took off his glove with his teeth. He gave a big smile and began move closer to Ciel; he opened Ciel's eye piece and started to caress his cheek gently. "Then young master," Sebastian whispered softly. Hearing that words Ciel closed his eyes tightly.

'This is the end' Ciel thought. However, after waiting a few seconds Ciel didn't feel any pain, but he's heard a hard breath coming from over him. He opened his eyes slowly, and looked up at Sebastian. 'What's wrong with him, he looks as if he were just beaten up!' he thought.

"You okay?"Ciel asked worriedly.

"Yes," Sebastian said. He turned from facing Ciel, and looking down, he uttered, "Good bye." Before Ciel could say anything his body disappeared.

*(End of Flashback)*

Ciel woke up, surprised after that nightmare, he stared at the opened window sadly. "Sebastian, have I lost you?" he questioned.

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Meanwhile, in a rather big island…

"I see you're weaker than before Sebastian," a white haired man called. Sebastian just stared at him, he want to move closer to the other man but his legs were starting to disappear.

"Hi…ka…ru…" Sebastian said tremblingly. The wound started to be pain him. The white haired man, Hikaru, (2) moved closer to Sebastian

"Bye bye…" Hikaru said teasingly. Then Sebastian's body disappeared instantly.

"Go Hikaru,"the crow, perched on his shoulder, said.

"New job, where to?" Hikaru asked.

"To Sebastian's ex-master, make him your master" the crow cawed.

"Oh, so the kid has such power? Okay I'll take him," Hikaru said as he began to leave by disapearing to somewhere

After Hikaru left the crow transformed to human form and started to leave the island.

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To be continued…

(1) Pentacle Faustian is a star sign that usually in Ciel's right eye and Sebastian's left hand

(2) Hikaru is just a imagine chara, I make him so Sebastian will fight to death for Ciel _

Azure : Thanks for reading this , I also want to thank kittypride16-san for already Beta my story.....

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