I haven't felt this way about someone in god knows how long – I try not to show it, because everyone thinks I'm supposedly 'tough'.
I know what love feels like, because I have felt it before, but I know that last time the feeling wasn't exactly mutual…
I can't explain it… When I'm with you, I just light up…
When I'm with you, I don't feel like being a grumpy bastard is… necessary…
"G- Gilbert…" my words came out in short staccato tones
"Hm?" you replied wearily, and I could tell you were drifting off into slumber, so I wanted to say, because I knew if I didn't now, I'd lose my chance.
"I- I lo-" I whispered "I love you…" I said hiding my face under the duvet we were both sharing.
"Wh- What?"
"I said I love you, you dumbass…" I mumbled; face still covered by soft sheets.
I felt you turn in the bed to face me, and then a slight tug as the cover was carefully lifted below my face. I could feel the blush on my cheeks as I stared deeply into the beautiful crimson orbs that were his eyes.
He kissed me tenderly and held me tightly.
"I love you too Lovino".