Hey guys! This is my very first story, so sorry for any mistakes and please go easy on me?:) Reviews would be nice.. ;) Enjoy!

Disclaimer - I do NOT own Big Time Rush:(

Chapter 1 - Party

"Kendall..I really don't think this is a good idea" Kendall rolled his eyes at his best friend and continued pulling him along behind him.

"It will be fine." he reassured.

The boys of Big Time Rush were no doubt up to another one of their hair-brained schemes. They had recently found out that it was Mr. Bitters', the Palmwoods hotel manager, birthday on the weekend and they wanted to do something special for him. Sure they hated him and they were pretty sure he hated them too. Well why wouldn't you when your four loud, messy teenage boys always running a riot and breaking things. But despite all that, the grouchy manager had never once kicked them out of the hotel. Sure he'd said he would but he never did. Most of the time it was due to Kelly writing a cheque to pay for any damage done but the guys felt they should do something nice for him for once.

So now, Kendall was pulling Logan to the elevators to put their plan into action. They asked some of the residents of the Palmwoods if they wanted to help and quite a few did. They planned to throw a small party up on the roof of the hotel, nothing too big because they didn't want to disturb any guests that weren't attending. Carlos was in charge of food and drinks and setting up tables with help from Jo and Camille. James was in charge of gathering everybody and getting them to the roof. Kendall and Logan's jobs were to get Mr Bitters up to the roof. They weren't sure how to do it but Kendall was great at making up plans on the spot so he'd think of something.

The two boys arrived in the lobby and spotted Mr. Bitters at his usual place behind his desk talking to other guests.
Kendall looked to his watch seeing it read 6:51. They had planned the party for 7:00 so they had 9 minutes to get Mr. Bitters there. He was about to make his way over when he felt his wrist pulled back.
"Kendall, what if something goes wrong, or he doesn't like it. He could kick us out." Logan said worriedly looking up to Kendall.
Kendall rolled his eyes and smiled at the brunette. Logan always did panic in these situations. But that was one of the many things he loved about him.

Yep, Kendall Knight was gay and in love with his best friend. He wasn't exactly sure when he fell for the smart boy, sometimes he thinks he's always loved Logan from the day he met him. Kendall kept it too himself though, he hadn't even told James or Carlos yet and he definitely wasn't going to tell Logan.

Everything about Logan was amazing to Kendall. How smart the small boy was, how kind and selfless he was. He loved how cute Logan could be without even trying. Logan could be sitting around just reading one of his favourite books, pulling that adorable face he pulls when he concentrates and Kendall couldn't help but smile. That's another thing he loved, that boys smile. It was breath taking. Kendall couldn't help the way his heart skipped a beat when he saw that smile. But, his favourite thing about Logan was his eyes. God he loved those eyes. Big, deep brown orbs, filled with so much love he couldn't help get lost in them. He'd been caught staring at them a few times before by Logan but had never said anything about it to Kendall.

"Logan nothing will go wrong, and how could he not love it? It's a party!" the tall blonde said assuringly.

Logan looked over nervously to the manager and back to Kendall who rolled his eyes again.

"Logie, I promise nothing will go wrong. Trust me." Kendall said sincerely. "You trust me don't you?"

"Of course I do! I'm just worried.."

Kendall smiled. "Well don't be, it'll be fine" Logan inhaled deeply and nodded.

Kendall grinned grabbing his friend's wrist doing his best to ignore the sparks he felt from the contact and lead them over to Mr. Bitters.

Kendall smiled up at the sky, watching the brightly coloured fireworks explode and shimmer in the dark night. He and Logan had managed to get Mr. Bitters up to the roof and were pleased to see him smiling when he saw the party set up for him. Everybody cheered 'happy birthday Mr. Bitters' for him and Kendall swore he saw a single tear fall from the managers eye.

Soon the party was in full swing and everybody was having a good time. Well everyone except Kendall. He was the one who came up with the whole idea of a party and thought it would be good. And it was, except Kendall forgot one thing. Camille.

He knew Camille had a thing for Logan, she always had and he hated whenever she was around Logan. She'd flutter her eyes at him and always try to hug him or kiss him. That pissed Kendall off, a lot. What pissed him off the most was when she'd slap Logan in the face. Sure it wouldn't hurt him too much, Kendal had been slapped himself by the crazy teen actress but he HATED anyone or anything hurting his Logan. He'd always made sure to protect Logan as much as he could for as long as he'd known him. Maybe it was because he was the smallest, whatever it was Kendall wouldn't let anybody hurt Logan.

As soon as Kendall and Logan had got to the roof Camille was in Logan's arms hugging him and saying how great he was for arranging the party. Logan told her it was Kendall's idea but she didn't listen and kissed him right there and then. Kendall felt instant anger and jealousy course through him and walked away before he did something he may regret.

So now Kendall was leaned against one of the walls of the roof sipping his drink, trying his best not to look miserable. They'd decided no alcohol for this party; they didn't want to push Bitters too far in one day.
The blonde sighed to himself and turned around leaning his forearms on the wall looking out at the city view. Suddenly he felt someone bump into him and he turned around to see a very nervous Logan.

"Kendall! You have to help me, Camille won't leave me alone!" he begged gripping the taller boys arm.

"I thought you liked her?" Kendall asked coldly, trying to hide the disgust in his voice as much as he could.

Logan released Kendall's arm, slinging his hands in his pockets. "No, she's.. not my type."

Kendall raised an eyebrow. "What you mean crazy, weird, scary chicks that slap you all the time aren't your type your type?" he said and Logan chuckled.

"Then what is your type?" he asked before sipping more of his drink.

"Uh, well not female to start.." Logan said quietly ducking his head.

Kendall eyes went wide as he spit out the drink he just choked on, earning an amused looked from Logan.

"Whoa wait, you're gay?" Kendall asked, feeling slight hope filling his body.

"Shh! Yes, but I don't want everyone to know yet" Logan hissed looking around thankful no one was paying them any attention.

Kendall stood shocked, staring at his best friend. He didn't know what to do. Logan, his best friend since they were kids, and who he was madly in love with was gay. Actually Kendall did know what he wanted to do, he wanted to grab his friend and kiss him, showing him how much he loved him. But he couldn't.

"Do you hate me?" Logan asked quietly, his timid tone breaking Kendall out of his daydream.

"What? No! Of course not Logie, I could never hate you." he said honestly.

Logan's face instantly brightened up and he smiled slightly. "So..your cool with this?"

"Yes Logan, I am" Kendall said trying not to sound too excited.

"Thanks Kendall, you're amazing" Logan said moving to hug his friend.

Kendall quickly returned the hug, holding the smaller boy close to him.

"No problem" he said softly. He closed his eyes and smiled.

Now that he knew Logan was gay, maybe he had a chance with him. He wouldn't want to do anything that could ruin their friendship, but maybe his friend liked him too. There was only one way to find out, Kendall had to make a plan.

Hope it wasn't too bad? Should be updating more tonight!

Thanks for reading!

~BigTimeKogan 3