(Kaoru pov)
My hearts racing a mile a minute and I can't come to say those three little words. He's sitting there eagerly waiting for me to tell him the important news, but I just couldn't it would ruin my life...
"hikaru..." I started unable to finish.
his eyes boring into me with his flawless face scrunched up from worrying to much.
"I l-love you..."
"well that's something stupid to get all worked up about!" hikaru spat, throwing his hands in the air.
He knows what I mean, just doesn't want to believe its true. Tears forming in my eyes...
"as.. more than a b-brother..."
the fear in his eyes as I drop my head on his shoulder, letting out small sniffles and light tears.
"Why kaoru why?" He said in a rather scared voice
feeling a sharp pain in my chest, I knew he didn't love me that way but... it still killed me to hear it come out of his luscious lips.
"Its time for dinner young master." The twin maids said in sync like we taught them. Quietly hikaru gets up and walks over to the door, you could tell he was upset by the painful look in his eyes.
"Aren't you coming kaoru?"
"no.. I'm not" I said quietly, my eyes glued to the floor, I couldn't bare to see that pained expression again.
"suit yourself" he said while walking down the hallway.
Tears forming in my eyes... blurring my visions I stumble over myself to try and find pajamas.
Dream
the door flies open smashing into the wall.
"Hikaru why did you do that? Are you upset about something?" I asked a worry look spread across my face.
(Ignoring me) he tackles me onto the bed, pinning me down so I can't move at all.
"Hikaru! What are you doing?"
"I love you kaoru! I can't believe I didn't notice before this, I'm sorry for hurting you so badly I promise I will never do it again." he said in a seductive voice as he leaned in to kiss me, but hesitated.
I couldn't believe what he was saying, is this really true? Slowly he started ripping off my shirt, before I knew it I was left in my black silk boxers. Smashing his lips into mine, licking my bottom lip begging for entrance.. willingly letting him in. his hand roaming around my body, toying with my bare sensitive skin. Stopping at my now hard erection, softly touching it over my boxers.. playing with the tip of my erection, forcing me to beg for him to touch me.
"Hikaru please!" I whimpered
"please what?" He snickered, with lust filled eyes.
"please... touch me..." I said impatiently, waiting for hikaru to just do it already.
"touch you where excactly? " I glared at him, he knew excactly what I meant.
"HIKARU!" I screeched, hoping he wouldn't make me say it.
He accepted my plead in pain and slowly let my boxers hit the floor. He started pumping my erection getting a little faster every time I moaned. He glanced down at the bulge in his pants, that started to feel rather painful. Without a second thought he shove three fingers into my mouth and me to get on all fours. I did as he pleased and he stuck two fingers I scissoring around then three.
"Are you ready?"
He grabbed onto my waist tightly and plunged into me...
kaoru.." he moaned softly, his fingers digging into my bare skin.
"kaoru"
"kaoru!"
"Hmm?" I said half asleep, looking at hikaru standing before me.
"Are you sure your ok?"
"What do you mean i'm fine" I said giving him a questioning look.
"well if you call sleeping in your dresser and a wet spot in your pants fine then ok..."
slightly embarassed, I look in my pants to see if he was right and sure enough... he was. Great just great... that's what I get for thinking dirty, I'm supposed to be the innocent one.
"G'night"
"night"
dream
a small boy with blonde longish hair and a soft pink bunny he reffered to as usachan and a tall guy with short spiky black hair, who is rather queit walked up to me.
"Hey hunny, mori."
The small boy jumps on my mack kaoru! Do you wanna hold usachan!
Suddenly "Kaoru!" a boy identical to me screamed from the other side of the court yard.
He ran up to me and pulled me into a hug, before he pulled away he whispered in my ear "I can't wait for later..."
all of my classes so far were horribly boring but the one thing I noticed was hikaru kept glancing at me giving me the look he always has on his face when were doing our brotherly love act at the club. I wonder what he meant by I can't wait for later...
kaoru! Are you paying attention to anything i'm saying? The teacher screamed from across the room. Making the flab under her arm jiggle.
I nodded my head and she went back to teaching math. Beep! Finally the end of the day, all I have to do now is get through the host club without falling asleep...