Hello guys, it popped in my mind and i had the feeling that it should write it down. So hope you like it and i would really appreciate reviews. Please tell what you think.
It takes place at the end of season 4. Italic are the thoughts of them.
Disclaimer: I don´t own Charmed. I don´t make profit from this story. No infringement is intended. I only write because it´s fun so it is all fictional and it only a idea how it could advance.
Cole sat in his apartment and thought about anything that had happened in the last few weeks and came to the closure that his life was a mess. He loved Phoebe with all his heart but he knew that he had hurt her a lot. He was angry at himself because he couldn´t save her and him. He wasn´t strong enough and that hurt Cole more than anything. If he could he would change it but he knew deep inside of him that if he hadn´t done that, Phoebe would have died and also her sisters. Could he let that happen? No, was the simple answer. With a deep sigh he went to the bedroom and opened a suitcase in which he threw his clothes. He couldn´t stand it to be near her and the hatred words. Her frightening look on her face every time she saw him, he couldn´t look into her eyes because he felt guilty. Once he thought that Phoebe was his soul mate but as fate showed them in the latest weeks and months he didn´t knew if it was true. Phoebe loved him he knew that for sure but she didn´t want to give him another chance. Maybe it wasn´t meant to be but this closure was properly too easy because the truth would be very painful and complicated and that knew Cole now after a little distance. She never trusted me completely and this was her fault. I didn´t blame her because I probably trust myself. He was evil once but not anymore not after Phoebe had showed him what real love meant. Thanks to Phoebe he knew now what real love meant and he would never forget that, never. They fought against her sisters, the elders, the demons from the source, the source itself and all these couldn´t destroy her love but Phoebe failed in the most important part, trust. It was ridiculous in his eyes. I fought against anything to prove her and her family that I can be good. I only need a guider and maybe a chance. A guider, who wouldn´t let me fall on my first mistake. She gave me a chance but was it a real one? No, not really. Now I know that they probably waited of a fail of me so they can vanish me for good. The distance between Cole and Phoebe opened his eyes and he could clearly see that his fault, if anyone can say so, was to save Phoebe and her sisters. But would I do it again? Yes, I would do it. She was the love of my life. Maybe this was my punishment for all the terrible things I did in the past.
Cole would start a new life in a new city, a new country and maybe in a whole new state. At the end he was a very good lawyer and he should find a job with ease. Slowly he placed the divorce attorney on the fireplace and signed it with a deep sigh. This would it be, it was over. He wouldn´t fight anymore. He couldn't, he was didn´t want to. He was tired of fighting all these years. It was time to do want he wanted. Now he would leave San Francisco and never look back. He didn´t belonged to this city anymore. With one last glance of his apartment he shimmered out. Out in a new life without Phoebe and her sisters, he really hoped so.
Phoebe had slept really badly, since they have vanished Cole she had nightmares. And they all were about Cole. The most are about happy memories bad a few would be about the source in his body and his betrayal. I didn´t understand why he did this to me and my sisters. I thought he loved me and my family. She couldn´t deny that she doubted that Cole did this because he wanted that but a big part of her convinced her that all what Cole wanted was unlimited power. Like the big voice there was a little voice which screamed at her for these kinds of thoughts about the man she used to see as her husband and the father of her future children. But now it was all a mess. She couldn´t think clearly. All what she really wanted was to hear the truth from Cole himself. She wanted that ever since he came back from the wasteland but she couldn´t do it. She had no strength to look into his so well-known eyes and see the betrayal. She couldn´t believe that this was happening to her. She had to vanish her husband and it was like anyone had stabbed her with a knife in her back. She couldn´t thought about that because than she would cry as the last nights. Deep in my heart I know that I will always love him but could I forgive him? Could I give him another chance? Could I really betray my sisters and going back together? The answer wasn´t so simple but in the end she couldn´t. She couldn´t turn her back on her sisters to be with Cole, she loved Piper and Paige. Her heart screamed to run to Cole and kiss him deeply to show him how much she love him but her head convinced her to be by her family and be the good witch. After a long sleepless and thoughtful night she drifted into a deep dreamless sleep.
Hope you guys like it so far. I know its not much but its only the beginning.