This story starts of with Jacobs's point of view just after he's run away

Note these are Stephanie Meyer's characters.

"Jacob, Jake come back, Billy's worried about you and he's getting mad at us" I heard quills familiar voice in my head.

"leave him be, hes hurt"sams voice rang out in my head argh sometimes the very fact that all the others in our pack can see others feelings and secrets that they want to stay hidden from everyone, I made it, I was miles away from la plush and forks and away from her the person I love more than anything in the world. To stop her hurting me like she was, it was almost too much to bear. The thought of her walking down the aisle towards someone that wasn't me a smile spread across her face she was moving closer to him, to the happiest day of her life and with each slow steady step she took was another step she took away from me. The worst part of it was soon she would no longer be my Bella swan but she will be his forever, she will be a monster one of them. That's why I had to leave; the further away I was from her, the closer she would get to happiness. I now that even though I would do anything to take her true loves place I no I could not make her happy the way he does. I snapped back to reality it was raining, had it been raining before I couldn't remember I had been so caught p in my thoughts, I slowed to a walk letting the rain wash over me, that was the one good thing about being a werewolf I never got cold, in fact I always felt like I had a fever, but at least it meant that I didn't need a jacket even in freezing weather, although it was best to, Sam always wanted to avoid suspicion and to avoid people asking questions." It's safer that way, for them and for us" I remember him telling us that. I knew at once what he was thinking of Emily how he'd torn her beautiful face up in seconds, but to him she always looked beautiful.Ah,at least he had got the one he loved with him, no snap out of it Jake. It will make it easier to forget her then, although I new, I would never forget my beloved Bella