That God
You said you would accept me no matter what
That even if though whole world turned on me
You'd be there
By my side
Holding my hand
When I asked why
You simply replied
"Because I'm you're friend"
You made me believe
You made me hope
You made me learn to trust people again
And I was happy
Blissful, Ecstatic
I felt like I was on top of the world
I opened up to you
I let you in to my life
Broke down my own personal barriers just for you
Because you said you were my friend
Because you said you loved me like a sister
But I didn't want you to love me like a sister
I wanted you to love me more then a sister
I wanted you to love me like a lover
Like how you a women is suppose to love a man
Like how real love is apparently suppose to be like
Like how your God intended it to be
The same God that clearly states in the Bible
That my kind of love is wrong
Disgusting, unnatural, tainted
The same God that supposedly tells you to hate "my kind"
The same God that says I'm wrong
Me, wrong a girl for loving another girl
Which is why you abandoned me?
Deserted me
Turned your back on me
Because you're God said to
The very same God that you said was kind and merciful
The very same God that you wanted me to so badly believe in
The very same God that made me lose my best friend