Cronas Poem
I'm nothing,
Nothing at all.
If I were to die, nobody would miss me.
Because I'm nothing!
. . . I want to die. . .
Nothing would be better
Because nobody would miss me at all.
If death were to visit me,
I'd welcome death with open arms.
. . . like an old friend . . .
Nothing but cold and darkness
. . . Ah, I want nothing more.
So please Death, give me that and nothing more.
Because that's all I deserve. . .
Even she did not love me, because I am nothing.
All I was to her was a test subject, a lab rat.
She never really meant it when she said "I love you".
I am just a lab rat, easily replaced. I'M A LAB RAT!
. . .Did I do something wrong?
Why won't she love me?!
It's because I'm nothing, nothing at all.
Why mother, why do you not love me?
They all probably pity me.
Because I'm nothing and worthless.
It's out of pity that they are my friends.
I bet they all think I'm a freak!
Am I a freak?
…..Am I . . .?
Ah, I want to now. . . . .
I JUST CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS PLACE!
. . . I just can't. . .
. . . please, just leave me alone. . .
I'm nothing, worthless, lab rat. . . . nothing.
So please, leave me alone. . .
I wish I could die already. . .
But she won't like that at all, not one bit.
Then again, what does she care,
I can easily be replaced right?!
RIGHT?!
I wish I was never born. . .
I've got no reason to live you know.
So if I die, who would miss me?
Nobody, nobody because I'm nothing
. . . . . . . . . . . nothing.