I Still Miss You Chapter 1, a camp rock fanfic

I Still Miss You

Summary: Lucy is married to Jason Dolley. She's adopted 4 kids. But her regection turned Nate into a monster. How far will Sarah go to protect her friend? Can she stand getting raped? Abused? WIll she still be alive at the end of the story?

Lucy smiled and waved as she walked onto the stage. The twenty-four year old was on tour in Europe and was playing her last show tonight. She put the microphone up to her lips.

"HEY LONDON! HOW ARE YOU?!" she yelled into the microphone. "Aw that was nothing, I guess you don't really want me to sing," she said as she pretend to walk away.

"NOOOOOOOOOO!!" the crowd screamed.

"ALL RIGHT, LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!" she screamed as she signaled the guitar player to start.

"You reeled me in with your smile
You made me melt with your voice
Now I've been gone now for awhile
Just to find that I'm your seventh choice
And I don't wanna pay the cost
But it'd be best if you get lost
Because we know you'll never change

Don't say that you need me
And don't play these games with my mind
You better get out of my head cause your wasting your time
And don't say it's forever
And don't play cause you had your shot
You better stop messing around cause you gonna get caught

You promised me all of your time
I guess I'm not they only one
But see it's my heart on the line, this time
I'm your number one, or I'm gone

Go and try to get me back
(You won't get me back, you won't get me back)
I won't forget about our pack
(I won't forget now)
Never had the guts to leave, now you're making it
(You know you're making it)
Now your making it much easier for me to see

Don't say that you're sorry
For breaking every inch of my heart
I should've known from the start
Now it's time to get lost

And don't say that you need me
And don't play these games with my mind
You better get out of my head cause your wasting your time
And don't say it's forever
And don't play cause you had your shot
You better stop messing around cause you gonna get caught

You better stop messing around cause you gonna get caught," she finished and smiled.

Sarah's POV

I sat in Nate and my room, at my vanity. It had been two years since Lucy married Jason and one year since I'd married Nate. I sighed as I brushed my hair. I looked up as Nate walked threw the door; I could smell the alcohol on him. He roughly grabbed me; I started to silently cry.

With little thought he tossed me onto the bed. I knew it was useless to fight him so I just lay there as he groped my body.

After a while he crawled off me. This was where his fun began. He punched me giving me a black eye.

After he was gone I was left bleeding on the floor. I would say I was broken, but he broke me a long time ago. You're probably asking "Why don't you leave him?". Well, I would, but then he'll go after Lucy, and I can't have him hurt her.

I pick up the phone and dial Miley's number.

"Hello? Sarah?" came Miley's voice over the phone.

"Miles? I need help."

"He hurt you again didn't he?" she asked. I dumbly nodded. "I'll be over soon, with Mitchie."

I let the phone slip from my grasp and hit the floor. I hated this. I hated it so much, but there was nothing I could do.

Miley's POV

I walked into Sarah's room and saw her sitting at the vanity in a white evening gown. She was staring into the mirror with dead eyes. She had her fingers lightly grazing two fresh bruises to add to her collection. I walked over to her and kneeled before her. She turned to look at me; she looked so dead I wanted to cry.

"Mitchie, get me a towel and a first aid kit," I said as I looked at the cuts that marred her perfect face. "What has he done to you?" I asked as my fingers touched an old cut. Her hand flew to her head and next thing I knew she was on the ground.

"MITCHIE, WE HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!" I screamed.

Lucy's POV

I raced down the halls of the hospital. Slowly, I walked into the waiting room to see Shane, Mitchie, Jason, Miley, Nate, and Jessie. I walked over to Jessie and slipped my arms around him. After a few minutes I pulled away. "How is she?" I asked with sadness evident in my voice. He didn't answer me.

"Did you just come from a concert?" he asked, tugging on a strand of my glitter covered hair.

"I cut the concert short. But answer me Jessie… how is she?" I asked again, searching his face.

"Lucy?"

I turned to see Mikayla in the doorway of the waiting room. I didn't smile as I walked over and hugged her. I pulled away, tears running down my face. "You ok Mikayla? How've you been?" I asked. About 2 months ago Mikayla had surgery on her vocal cords and she lost the ability to sing. She hadn't showed her face since.

"I've been better," she mumbled. I decided to change the subject.

"How's Crissy?" I asked.

"She's great," Mikayla said; perking up at the sound of her daughter's name.

"How's my little sister?" Jason asked wrapping his arms around me. I smiled and returned hug. I pulled back and turned to Mitchie.

"Hey Mitchie, how are ya?"

Nate's POV

Lucy. I missed her so much, yet, I hated her. Why did I hate her? I was Nate Grey, I loved this girl, and she fell for Jason Dolley? I can still remember the first time I saw her on stage as Lucy Dolley.

"HEY LOS ANGELES!" she screamed into the microphone. "This next song is for my husband… GIVE HIM A SHOUT OUT!"

I wanted to cover my ears as the girls (and guys) shouted out to her "husband". I hated that guy with all my heart and soul.

"Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I'd become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me," she finished her song and jumped up as her adoring fans screamed her name.

"Alright, this next song goes to Mikayla MacCartney because she is currently pregnant with her first child. Hit it Jerry!"

"Close your eyes, and I will be swimming
lullaby's fill your room, and I will be singing
singing to only you
don't forget ill hold your head
watch the night sky fading red

but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, ill keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon ill be leaving you
soon ill be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me

in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
a constellation of frustration driving hard
singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV

but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you, soon i'll be leaving you
but you won't be leaving me

don't forget i'll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red

but as you sleep, and no one is listening
i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking
don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you
soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me," she smiled as she finished.

"So… you know this next song I wrote when I was thirteen… but I did some touch ups so… it doesn't sound cheesy." She paused as the audience laughed. "Ok it's called Two Worlds Collide." She put the microphone on the stand and pulled on a head mic. She smiled as she stepped back.

"She was giving the world, so much
that she couldn't see
And she needed someone to show
her who she could be
And she tried to survive wearing
her heart on her sleeve
But I needed you to believe

You had your dreams I had mine
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide
La Di Da Di Da,

She was scared of it all, watching
from far away
She was given a role, never knew
just when to play
And she tried to survive living her life on her own

Always afraid of the throne
But you've given me strength to find home

You had your dreams I had mine
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide

She was scared, unprepared
Lost in the dark, falling apart
I can survive, with you by my side
We're gonna be alright (we're gonna be alright)
This is what happens when two worlds collide

You had your dreams I had mine
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide
La Di Da Di Da

You had your dreams I had mine
(You had your dreams I had mine)
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide
When two different worlds collide," she smiled as she jumped back.

"BYE LOS ANGELES!" she screamed.

I wanted to cry. I love Lucy so much. Why isn't she mine?

A/N I'm watching NCIS the one were Gibbs meets Maddie Taylor again. It makes me cry.

MY BROTHER'S BACK!!