Title: Faceless and Nameless
Status: Work in progress
Author: Themysteryofjade
Summary: A girl that is Faceless and nameless. A girl without an identity yet with many at once. This girl wears a mask one over and over again. She is anyone you want her to be. She is any man's greatest desire and dream come true. Yet which girl would you prefer the vibrant girl with the mask who acts splendidly or the girl underneath. The Faceless and Nameless girl who is no one at all but a sham?
Chapter: 1
Who would have thought life would be this way? Life? She breathed hard as she followed the trail of blood that led towards her bedroom, A trail of blood that led right to… No she couldn't say it or even think it. If she did it would break her and she would surely die or even worse live with the pain.
She had to do something she couldn't just let…lay there.
It's all you fault…A voice whispered in her head.
"No!" She screamed to the voice covering her ears hoping to drown out the voice taunting her in her head.
It's all your fault… the voice taunted her over and over again until she simply screamed a blood chilling scream that echoed in all the house.
"No." She said to myself. "it's not my fault. It never was… It never was… You always blamed me but you were always wrong. I was just… I am just… It's never been my fault." She said once again to no one in particular looking around the four walls surrounding me.
"I can't handle this pain… I can't handle you're death… I can't deal with the lies… It's time to change or maybe just disappear… I've always been good at impersonating people… at making others happy.. I shall use that to m advantage… I will no longer be -," She talked to herself the church bells in the distance drowning out her name, her true name, "I'll be whoever they want to me to be."
So she carefully cleaned up the blood staining the floors and carried the body outside. She rushed in to the house searching for a thick blanket and wrapped the body in it. Soon the body was safely cocooned in the navy fleece blanket.
The girl grabbed a shovel and dug scooping out dirt out onto the green jaded grass. Soon the small opening was so deep into the ground she almost couldn't get out of it. Still, she clutched at the roots that were in the earth and pulled herself out huffing and puffing.
She placed the body gently into the hole and simply gazed at it covered in navy blue. Her eyes filled with tears and she wiped them away with her hand. "I'm sorry…" She whispered to the body that was nestled there in the ground. 'I'm sorry I was never enough for you, never good enough, never what you wanted me to be…I'll be good now. I'll be anyone's dream." The girl said and with that being said she shoved the mountain of dirt back onto the hole.
When she was done and the hole was filled she stood there and looked around. She spotted some purple flowers and ripped them from the ground. She walked back to the grave and placed them on top of the dirt.
"I hope you can rest now. God knows you never rested, never sat down… Rest now. I'll be fine.." She whispered to the body that lay there buried.
She licked her dry lips and smiled happily for the first time in years. She was free now no longer trapped by her own self. No one stood in her way. Now she would be anyone she was asked to be and that made her extremely happy.
(Many years later)
"Yes, I'll be down right away sir. It'll be the best birthday present ever. Good day." The girl said as she hung up the phone. She smiled and read over the file that she had of Phillip Williams. A man that had wanted to have a model for a girlfriend. A man that was gorgeous and already had a five year old daughter and a bitch of an ex wife yet he was so kind. A man that was still in the university and only 22 years old. She would be his everything- for a time. Then the dream would vanish into nothing. But for a time she would be everything he wanted. She would make it memorable for him.
She gathered her things and packed many suitcases with designer clothes. She painted her color a dark black and placed on green colored contacts. She used a cream on her skin that would make her look whiter. She did her make up as naturally as she could and wore a black strapless dress that came to mid-thigh. A dress that had a corset and made her waist look tiny. She grabbed black long leather boots and placed them on her dainty feet.
She then placed all her things in her Black Lexis car and sped towards her new life. Her life as Jane Gray. A nineteen year old girl in the same university as Phillip with a promising career as a model and looks that were to die for.
For the next few months she'd be Jane Gray. And that's all that 'Jane' worried about. She laughed to herself as she turned up the volume of her car's radio.
Hope you like it. I know it's confusing but eh it's a good story. You'll understand it with time. Now review and make me happy okay =)
~Themysteryofjade