Hey everyone! This is my first story on here and I am so happy to have it. So first let me tell you about the story so I can clear it up. So this is sort of like a READ THIS BEFORE YOU READ THE STORY kind of thing. So lets start!

Addie (Adele) is my own character, and everyone else belongs to the fabulous Stephnie Meyer. This takes place a month or two after new moon ends, and it ties into Eclipse. Yes Alice and Edward are not here, and if you are a person who love them and cannot read a story without them then leave or stay and read it and you might like it!

Lets see what else, I have been working on this for awhile, I always am a huge fan of Jasper, so I got sick of the regular pairings of Bella and Jasper, Alice and Jasper, and the occasional Jasper and Edward. So I decided to just have Jasper be with another girl, just for kicks. Addie is not a replicate of me. She is not even close to me, so don't be all "You just wrote this because you wanted to be with Jasper." Trust me if I wanted that, I would have the book start out me and him married already.

So I know I am jumping around all the place, but I will post songs well one song or maybe two, who knows on each of the chapters. Those are the songs that I would recommend you listen to when you are reading that chapter, to set the mood almost. At the end of this book I will have the whole playlist out and stuff, so when you read a chapter I super recommend you to go and listen to the music I post! *Also it is what I think fits the scene, music is universal one person may like it and the other doesn't so don't hate!*

So thanks for reading all of this, I know it must be a hassle but I just wanted to get all on the table.

Thanks a bunch!

~Aci

Preface

I should start out by saying sorry. See I was never really a person for apologizes, but it seems like I am saying them all the time. Now this is the time you would say "Sorry? Why are you saying sorry for?" Well sorry that:

a. I probably will be the reason for another death in this vampire family.

b. Well there is no b right now, but with my bad luck there will be one shortly.

Now as I sit in a car, running away from something that I knew would or is going to kill me. Though I am not even concerned for my death, though the safety of my family. I sucked in a breath and closed my eyes. Cold heavy tears slipping down.

"It's going to be okay." said the smooth voice.

My eyes lifted to see his perfect complexion; he was the reason of why I wasn't just giving myself up. Though deep inside, behind those very deep golden eyes, he loved someone else with all his soul and life. Some one that wasn't me. That hurt me most of all.

But at this moment, I lived in. For all I know he loved me.

Maybe that is the only thing I can hold on to, before I die.