LOST
I feel like I don't belong, like I'm different, abnormal or something. I'm a nobody at school, at home, EVERYWHERE! Everyday I wake up; I find my question to live unanswered. My life is nothing but a hole, I keep digging but I never end up at a point where I can draw the biggest smile.
I keep living though, wanting to find happiness like the rest. Everyday at school, everywhere I look, I see smiles, I hear laughter, and I see the bright eyes everyone carries. My envy for them is beyond imagination, nothing can explain how I feel. My privilege to live a happy life has been forever lost since that night, that one dark, rainy night, the night where I lost everything. Every single detail of that night was engraved into my brain, never to be forgotten.
It was just before midnight when the slaughter began; the bloodshed slow and painful, I watched it all. My eyes were my witness and my memory was proof. That one night kill was enough to trap me inside insanity and never for me to be awakened.
My dream, my happiness, my redemption, my kill, my revenge: my smile.
A/N: i know it's not how the real story went. So this is kind of like my version of it. And i know its SUPER short but, its good? ) review please