Not Fair Shouldn't Be

by LauraCynthia

A song for Wordy, from his POV. Leaving the team is hard, but feeling less than competent is harder.

I know what you're saying

Like I know what you're not

I hear it in every word you choose

Behind your masks of anger

Behind your calm demeanour

I see how this is weighing on you, too

Chorus:

'Cause it's not fair, it shouldn't be

Not after everything, that we have beaten

The odds are fixed, is this some cruel trick

Like everyone we conquered's getting even

Getting even

I know what you're thinking

And I didn' t want things to change

Knew you'd start to see the difference

But I can't fake okay

And I can't make it go away

Need to be the one to break the silence

Chorus

I need to know you'll be around

To catch me when I'm falling down

To love me on the low days

To stand beside me always

Chorus

It's not fair, it shouldn't be

It shouldn't be

The odds are fixed, can I live with it

Can I live with it?

We'll see