Still in a daze I sat up in bed, with an annoyed look on my face. " Whats the matter sis interupted another one of your dreams?" Emily chimed in. i looked at the clock and relized what time it was, i jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror then back at my sister, its so wierd how we can be twins but be completly different. I have long blonde hair, my eyes are a very deep almost electric blue, im 5'5 and very country. I love sports, and im a very good student . My sister Emily is a few minutes younger than I, she has long brown hair,she has terquiose eyes, about 5'6 and also very country. She is a rebel without a cause, but still seems to get straight A's in most of her classes. She seems to have this way about her that draws people in. We both hang out with the same kind of people. We hate drama we just like to have our fun. Our parents are happily married in New Jersey but we dont want to live up north so we live with our Memaw. Emily is the one who talks me into sneeking out of the house to go somewhere and hang out with friends or our boyfriends. but i dont tell her alot of things like i should...

~~~~ CHAPTER 1~~~~

one day after school Randy came over and told me to get drunk with him so he could get laid. He kept saying "come on baby dont you love me enogh to do this one little thing for me?" I reached for my coat, but randy stepped in front of me and said that i wasn't going anywhere until we had sex, well call me old fashioned but im waiting for the right moment with the right person, and lately Randy hasn't been acting like himself. When I realized how serious this was getting I tried to make a run for it, that was a big mistake he didn't like that very much, he grabbed my arm and threw me across the room and I hit an endtable. I ran out the door as fast as I could, i'm pretty sure when he threw me I bruised my side pretty damn good. I ran out the back door striaght into the woods, as I was running I stumbled over a rock, it hurt so bad i just layed there for about 20 minutes. I'm not sure when he left but I'm glad he did.

Emily got home, and was being her normal self; well i guess my acting wasn't all that great because she kept on asking if i was alright. I got sick and tired of having to lie to my sister every two seconds so i excused myself and walked as best as i could to the bathroom without her noticing my limp. I was in desperate need of a shower and was hoping it would help me relax. As i was getting undressed i turned and looked at my side in the mirror. The bruise was absolutly horible, it was very purple with a yellowish circle in the midle. I rushed over to the shower wishing i could just forget today and go to my room for the rest of my natural born life.

The next day at school Emily and I see these two hot guys going into the office. The older one was about 6'4 with a very athletic build; "he is muscle on top of muscle" Emily kept saying. I guess he felt us staring because he looked over at us with Holy fuck the most amazing eyes i have ever seen; they are a very bright green its almost unrealistic how green they are. Emily smiles and does her standered flirt, I on the other hand look down because i see Randy and his gang of mindless zombies come in. I hadn't noticed emily had walked over and talk to him. I was stuck. I didnt know where on earth to run to, I couldn't talk to Randy yet, but I was too scared to bring my little sister into this mess. I looked over at her and noticed both the new guy and my sister were looking over at me. She mouthed "whats wrong sis?" but i shook my head nothing and ran toward my first period.

I was almost to class when i was pulled into a big bear hug, it hurt so bad i wanted to scream. I turned to see it was Jared my little sisters wanna-be-boyfriend. " hey it's been a while blondie, whats up? you look like you've just seen a ghost" Jared smiled his enormus smile then put his arm over my sholders and we started walking towards class. I knew he was the last person i could tell about Randy, so i made up some lousy excuse of not sleeping great and feeling a little sick. Jared is a sweety dont get me wrong with that deep southern twang, Amazing muscles from working on his dads farm, and that smille that could melt any girls heart. I smiled when we got to my class and said " i'll see you at lunch, kay?" he agreed and walked off toward his class.

I walked into lunch almost in a daze, i don't know how but at some point in my ranting to myself i convinced myself it was my fault for last night and that if i would have just given in things wouldn't be so bad right now. then the little Emily sounding voice in my head convinced me otherwise.

"Chelsea! hey wait up!" i turned to look and saw Josh and Damon running my way. Finally after 5 minutes of trying to find a table Josh scared some freshmen out of their table, and thank god i was about to die my side hurt so bad. One by one the gang all got their. The gang is just a few of our closest friends. Josh, Matt and Corbin are more of the bad ass jocks. while Marilyn, Kaleb, Damon and Nate are more of the skipping school doing what ever the hell comes to mind sort of people. we all are sitting and talking when emily and the two new hotties come over and sit down. and of course as soon as Emily sat down she shut everybody up and asked" what the hell happened today before first period Chels?" I smiled cause by now everyone at our table was looking at me i looked down and just said " nothing i just remembered i had a test today and i-i ummm forgot to study," I looked up and could tell none of them were convinced by my pathetic litte story, Emily looked at me then changed the subject to something else. i new we would have a talk tonight no dout. I was sitting next to the younger of the two new hotties, i smiled and asked his name. "Shawn, you?" his smile was like his older brothers but had more of a childish gleam to it. " Hi, my names chelsea-" before i could say more he cut me off and asked " hey, what was that back their you lied through you teeth. i dont know you but i could even tell that." for some reason he looked like i could trust him, we both say at the same time " let's get out of here." we both laugh then we sneak away from the table, and hauled ass outside.

we find a secluded area in the nature garden. he says "i know you dont really know me but im a great listener, and i wont say anything to anyone." i smiled and decide i would tell him. at the end of the story, i looked up and it shocked me when he put his arm around me and sayed in a calming voice " I wont say a word to anyone but i think you should tell someone...Other than me."

So, whatcha think? I know its not that great, but its my first time writing! The next chapter will be up soon!

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Chelsea