Disclaimer: the characters not the song belong to me. i just put them into situations.

Crush: a song fic
by El Hazardress the Care Bear

Warning: yaoi/angst- one-sided yaoi
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You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everyone wants you, everyone loves you...

Taichi sighed as he watched Yamato perform on the stage. Yamato the famous, the most popular guy in school. Everyone wanted to be his friend, all the girls wanted to date him. Taichi sighed again.

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

"hey Tai." "Matt..." Taichi tried not to sound really excited. Instead, he supressed his true feelings and spoke to Yamato as he would talk to anyone else. Although he wished he could just tell Yamato the truth.

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Taichi first realized that he had a thing for Yamato back in the original journey to the Digiworld. Sure, he and Yamato fought all the time, but he really never wanted to hurt the boy. The boy he had fallen in love with. The boy who made his heart flutter. Not Sora, not any other girl, but Matt.

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that I dont' want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you fell about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Now that they were older, and matured a bit, they were best friends. They did all sorts of stuff together. But Taichi couldn't say anything. Number one, it would ruin their friendship. Two, Yamato was dating Sora. It hurt Taichi to hear Yamato tell him all about their dates, not cause he wanted to be in Matt's place, but because he wanted to be in Sora's. But he always gave his support, cause that's all he could do.

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

All he could do was stand there on the sidelines and watch. That and give Yamato support when he was having problems with Sora. Even though it hurt Taichi to do so, at least he got to be with Yamato.

I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

Nobody knew how Taichi felt. Not even his younger sister. Hikari was too wrapped up with Takeru and the other new digidestined. He couldn't talk to Sora, his oldest friend, because she definately wouldn't approve. He couldnt' tell anyone.

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you'er afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you

Taichi knew he would never stop loving Yamato. Even if Sora and Matt got married, he would still love him. All he could do was hope. Hope that maybe someday, somehow, they would get together.

I've got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
i get a rush when i'm with you
i've a crush on you, a crush on you
i've got a crush...
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