A/N Okay, I'm sorry if this is kind of dumb, but this is my first fanfic and I just had to start publishing my own ideas. I never get completely satisfied with other fanfics for twilight, so I decided, eh why the hell not? So enjoy my first try/chapter and feel free to review. I'm open to ideas! :D
I knew that I was going insane. I kind of expected it. I just didn't expect it to be so... I hadn't expected it to go this far. I look down into the small, clear steam of water to see the reflection of a silver wolf. The next thing I know, I hear my lost best friend Jared in my head. I just hope that I'm dreaming, but at the same time I'm hoping that I'm not.
Dude, seriously! Where the fuck are you?
Wh-what..? I sense another form near me in the thick forest. I turn my head to see another wolf. I've seen wolfs be his medium brown, but never this big. I swear I saw the wolf roll it's eyes.
Thanks for answering my question, dumbass.
Jared..? I step closer to this wolf, supposedly being Jared. What the hell is wrong with me..? I'm a fucking monster...
He laughs humorless. Welcome to the club. Well come on Paul, lets get back to Sam so he can explain this whole mess.
I blink a few times. Then the anger starts to build up back inside me like it used to. Yeah, and I'm supposed to just trust you like that? You fucking left me for some fucking gang with Uley. You really expect me to be all buddy buddy with you again? What the hell ever. I'm going home. The same home you knew I'd be fucking alone in. You were the closest thing to family I had left. Now I'm more screwed up than I was before. The first tear since I lost my family rolled down the matted fur below my large eyes. I brushed of the useless emotion and replaced it with anger. I want nothing to do with you or Uley. Just leave me alone. You screwed up with this already, just give up on me. I couldn't read the emotion in his dark eyes before I ran off, but I saw more moisture in his eyes than normal. Maybe it had to do with being a wolf.