Yuki has come back to Cross Academy with some secrets, Zero hasn't forgiven himself... for anything, Kaien has made a self discovery and is wondering if he can live with it, and someone wants nothing more than to ruin the lives of everyone at Cross Academy
This is my first Vampire Knight fanfiction!
ME: I don't own any characters of the story or the story... :'( but the lovely Matsuri Hino does!
Matsuri Hino: Guess what?
Me:What?
Matsuri Hino: I'm giving you all rights to the story... YOU NOW OWN IT!
Me:REALLY?
Teacher: Ember! Wake up! You've really got to stop sleeping in class!
Me: Wait so I really don't own Vampire Knight?
Teacher: No... Whatever that is...
I sit silently crying in the corner... :'(
A Vampire Knight Fan fiction
I sat there on my bed, knife in hand. I stared at my wall blankly without so much as a word, I cut my forearm. Once, twice, three times. This is normal. Ever since Yuki left the academy with… Kaname. After I swore I'd kill her the next time I saw her. But how could I take her life? I don't even know how long it's been since I came out of my room, Headmaster Cross pretty much gave up on trying to get me out and go to class. She is all I can think about. Yuki. I can only think about how much I love her, and how much I hate myself for letting her slip away. I always thought I was doing that for her, saying that it's better she doesn't get too attached to me and then get her to put the gun to my head and make her pull the trigger. I was like her brother. Yuki hated using a gun just her practice. But to kill her… Brother? Friend? Her … No just friends that's all we were, all we can ever be. She left with Kaname, not with me. I don't want to kill her. It would be easier if I killed myself. But of course I've tried that. With the 'Bloody Rose'. I unlocked the safety ready to pull the trigger and then:
"Zero!" I groaned. I'm hallucinating again. But it sounded so real. It sounded like she was calling my name. "Zero I know you're in there let me in!"I cut my arm again, and got up to unlock the door. "Zero I missed you!" She was about to throw her arms around me and then saw the knife. "Zero, how… How could you! Why would you?" I turned around and sat back on my bed. I sliced my arm once more wincing at the pain. "Zero stop." My anger was rising. They all started this way. My hallucinations. They all ended the same way too; I finding out that it was all just a dream; so I did what I always do… I snapped
"Stop? Why should I? The first time I saw you I got my hopes up! Usually you don't care that I'm cutting myself. But I don't care, I'm going back to my life, if you could call it that" I spat at the figment of my imagination.
Another cut, another wince.
Next thing I know I hear a 'clank'. I realize that Yuki has taken the knife and threw it in the garbage can. She glares at me. She looks… human. Her hair is short and her skin has a kind of … glow to it. Could she be human? Hell I don't care if she is human or not, is she real? No, she wasn't, the real Yuki is off somewhere acting like the princess she is with her brother, lover, thing. Whatever Kaname is to her, she wouldn't leave. She's got everything she ever wanted. I grew up, silently watching her. Like any good brother would do. I always knew that she loved him. At first I didn't like him because it was just… against nature, a vampire and a human. Now I could care less about that. It's just the fact that she chose him. Not me… him.
"Zero! Quit moving your arm! Keep it still and the pain can go away!" I wasn't ever aware that she was back, I wasn't even aware I was moving my arm, "There. All better!" She said proudly. I started at her, she touched me and I felt it! That's a first. I grabbed her hand and placed it on my cheek. I felt warmth, breathed in her aura. If this is a hallucination I might as well enjoy it right? Right or wrong I'm going for it. I push her to a wall, with enough force that even a vampire would wince at . My body started getting used to the blood tablets. Probably because I quit trying to force them down, if I needed to get sick then I would. Until I just quit getting sick. I stayed strong, I stayed sane – barely – as sane as someone without a life could be. I stared into her eyes. She stared back with equal force making my knees tremble. She is so beautiful. I kiss her. And to my surprise she kisses back. I deepen it and rub my tongue on her bottom lip. She breaks the kiss. "Do you still think this – I am a hallucination?" She asks, is she crazy? I've been dreaming of this, her for the past … year! Her coming back, her actually loving me. And one day it actually happens, I don't deserve it. If it were real life then I'm ready for someone to jump out and yell something like… I don't even know! But how could it be real? I love her too much for her to be mine. The only explanation would be that she is a hallucination. From my lack of words she knew what I thought. "If you don't think this is real then… I- I just can't do that- this. Come find me when your convinced." And with that she left… She didn't leave laughing but I saw tears forming in her milk chocolate eyes. Somewhere in my mind there was a little voice whispering 'you idiot… she was real and she came back! For you!' but there was an even bigger voice screaming 'YOU KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN! SHE IS FAKE AND DOESN'T LOVE YOU… SHE LOVES THE PUREBLOOD!' I don't deserve her… but there was this little feeling, gnawing at me, she was real… and I let her slip away… again.
Some of you may have already read this, if you go to my profile (BandxGeek123321) it'll explain everything I promise! Also I will be posting the rest of the chapters that are up like this!