Kaneki's p.o.v
in the distance i heard the beeping sound if the medical machines and the sounds of the nurses and doctors clashing together. "Hurry we need to operate on him" I heard a mans voice say loudly. what happened? Where am I? Suddenly my memories flooded me, I was on a date with Rize and it turned out that she was a ghoul and tried to eat me. I could still hear the beeping of the machines. am I alive or dead? The questions were rolling around my head until I could feel my eyes snap open. I'm alive I thought in my head weakly.
'Disgusting'I thought in my head as I chewed the food I was given by the nurse, the rice tasted dry and got stuck at the top of my mouth and the fish tasted like it was to old to be served to anyone. I heard the door slide open and footsteps walk into the room. I quickly but quietly lied back down and put the sheet over my head and faced away from the nurse. "Good morning Kaneki sama, you barely even touched your food" she said with a sad voice matching her face. "Oh yer your friend stopped by again, you know he seams really worried about you" 'hide' I thought in my head. Then the door was opened again and there was another pair of footsteps "oh hi doctor Kanou" she said happily and turned to leave "goodbye Kaneki" she called out and then the door was shut.
"Humm" said the doctor as he put the stethoscope on my stomach it cold metal making me flinch until my skin warmed it up. He pulled away and leaned back on the stool "so the nurses tell me that you haven't eaten much of anything science you have been admitted, but there doesn't seem anything wrong" I slowly lifted my head up "I know, I feel ok, it's my sense of taste" I said as I started to button up my shirt "care to explain" he said "everything I've eaten tastes disgusting to me" I said as I finished buttoning it up "probably psychological trauma, it was a serious accident. Your lucky your alive" I know I sighed inwardly and look down at the bed sheet "don't rush yourself,as they say time heals every wound, I'll stop by later" he said smiling then walked out the room and left me in the empty hospital room. If there is nothing wrong with me why do I feel like this? I said clutching my stomach.
I decided to leave early even though I was told not to rush myself. I got out of the hospital, it was so bright outside unlike the gloomy dark hospital room I turned around and bowed thankfully to the members of staff that looked after me while I was staying then took of down the street. It was a bit cold outside but there was lots of people out probably shopping or hanging out. I decide to make my way to my apartment that I had not been in for a while 'I hope no one has broken in' i said to myself I made it to my apartment block and walked up the metal stairs as I looked at my door I saw a white shopping bag. I unhooked the bag of the door handle and opened the door with my key. Once inside I checked if everything was in the right place. "Looks like everything is ok, nothing broken for what I can see" I mumbled to myself and set down the bag of food and took out the note that I saw was inside and read it "Kaneki congrats on your discharge I thought you could use some of my high quality left overs from my place, I even got you your favourite hamburger , i know, I know, I'm the best aren't I." I read as I laid on the bed "p.s come back to school it's pretty rough out here on your on you know" hide I sighed quietly to myself and then closed my eyes.
I sat in my room it was dark and the only light there was was coming of the TV which was on the news channel, it was a interview with a ghoul specialist and the woman was asking all sorts of questions. But one of them perked my interest " let me ask you this, why can't ghouls be satisfied with human food that us humans eat?" She asked questionably "let me tell you this simply they can only get food of human flesh and our food tastes absolutely disgusting to ghouls because their tongs work differently from ours" he said with his tong out and pointing to it i was petrified the only words that was going through my head was "because their tongs work differently from ours" my eyes opened so wide that they felt dry when I blinked. I started to panic what if I turned into a ghoul because of the transplant. I ran into the kitchen almost falling on to my face as my floor was slippery I tired open the bag that hide given me full of his food and pulled out the fist thing my hand had grabbed ahold of a which was a burger I took a while thinking that I couldn't eat because of what the doctor said to me and that I was just a gullible and thought that I couldn't eat because I was a ghoul then I decided to take a bite. I put it in my mouth, bit down on it and chewed. It tasted like rubbish like someone found it on the floor and decided to put loads of disgusting things into it I gave up on swallowing and decided to spit it out into the toilet what is happening to me? I started to cry, this can't be happening I'm not a ghoul!
I tore into my fridge and started pulling out random things to eat or drink. milk ended up all over the floor as I dropped it, sour was the only thing I could taste making me through up. Coke was on the floor as well as I through up again. Tomato purée was disgusting as I threw up . I slid down the cabinet what's wrong with me? Then my favourite hamburger dropped onto the floor just one more try. I put it into a hot pan of boiling hot water when it was done I cut open the bag and put it onto a plate. I shook as I tried to control my for 'please let me be able to eat this' I cried out in my head I took a mouthful and chewed. Tears fell from my eye 'disgusting'.
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hey everyone I'm just going to write the first and half of the second chapter as the same as the anime and then I'll be going my different way from the manga and anime just to let you know so don't worry it will get better, ok? . So what do you think of the first chapter ?
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