I do not own VA or any of the characters from the Origional series including Rosemarie "Rose" Hathaway, Adrian Ivashkov, Tasha Ozera, Janine Hathaway, Abe Mazur, Eddie Castile, Queen Tatiana Ivashkov, Princess Vasilisa "Lissa" Dragomir, Christian Ozera, Dimitri Belikov, Headmistress Kirova, Alberta Petrov, Mikhail Tanner. My version of the story continues after Shadown Kiss. The school was still attacked after Rose and Dimitri in the cabin, Eddie was still taken, The rescue was still launchd. Dimitri was not turned and Eddie was saved. Dimitri turned down Tasha's offer and the story continues.

Chapter 1

RPOV

Flashback

I woke up to my alarm clock playing Stuck Like Glue by Sugarland. I couldn't help but smile and laugh. Today was going to be a good day, it's my birthday. I'm finially eighteen. As I got up to go to the bathroom I was singing into my hairbrush and dancing around. I put on a sports bra, some work out shorts and a cropped shirt to show off my stumach and shoulders. I put on my socks and Nike's, then put my hair in a ponytail. I was dancing around and singing into my hair brush again, I turned around to see someone standing in the door way, holding a cell phone.

"Ever heard of knocking Comrade? What if you walked in on me naked?"

"Sorry, When I heard you singing I couldn't miss this moment." He was smiling big trying not to laugh too hard. I realized he was recording. I blushed. "Plus if you had been naked this could be a private treat for me, but I guess I can just share this with everyone else now."

"oh no you wont" I said taking the phone and closing it. "I was about to come down for practice, we're still going to practice right?"

He smiled "Yes, I just wanted to walk with you and be the first to say Happy Birthday to you." He walked in and closed the door. Turned around and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips. I kissed him back.

"Thank you comrade." He kissed me again and I wrapped my hands around his neck while he put his hands on waist. his hands where moving up my shirt and on my stumach and he then wrapped his arms around me and picked me up taking me to the bed. The music was still going but I was too distracted to pay attention to what song was on now. Slowly he started to kiss down my neck and then down to my collar bone when he got back to my lips. We parted for a second looking into each others eyes. I then sat up taking off my shirt and we started kissing again, he pulled my ponytail holder out and had one hand in my hair and the other on my thigh, he layed me back down without breaking the kiss. Things we're starting to get really hot, he broke the kiss long enough to pull his shirt off. Again we we're rolling around kissing and he was pressed up against me as much as his could in his jogging pants and in my shorts. Our breating was fast we both wanted this, but we knew to get caught would be risky. After all I was just now turning eighteen today everyone would easily find out this wasn't anything real new, even though we hadn't given into our feelings until a little over a week ago.

"Are you sure this is okay. I know we've done it before but what if someone else comes by?" I couldn't help but ask.

"No one knows I'm here, They think we have practice but I'll just say I let you have the morning off since it's your birthday." he said.

"Did you plan on this happening?" I say smiling.

"No, but I also can't resist you any more." He kissed me again. We both kicked off our shoes and he was rolling me over on top of him. I ran my fingers threw his hair as i kissed him. he started to tug at my shorts and pulled them off and then my sports bra, I was on hop of him in nothing but a pair of black silk bikini pantys. He stopped to admire my body and was kissing my neck and down my body again. "Roza you are beautiful." He says looking up at me. I then stand up pulling him with me and start tugging down on his pants. He was then in nothing but black Calvin Klein boxxer brief and did he look drop dead sexy. He smiled as I admired him. "See something you like?" I nodded my head biting my bottom lip. I kissed him and it was full of love, passion, and need. He took of my underwear and I took his off. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He pushed me against the wall and kissed down my my lips to my neck and then slowly slid into me. This was only our second time and he didn't wont it to hurt me.

I gasped out and bit my lap. It felt so good, I felt like we we're one. I needed him and he needed me. He moaned and we we're soon moving together. He thrust back and fourth, hip to hip, and I just held on to him tighter. I soon found my toes curling and moaning loudly and the reach my climax. He soon fallowed with his moaning and said "Roza, I love you."

"I love you too." I kissed him softly on the lips. We layed down on the bed in each others arms for the remander of our time.

End Flashback

I had turned eighteen three months, and not only had that made my day but that was the day our relationship come out to Lissa and all of our close friends know, the headmistress and Alberta. Today Lissa, Christian, Eddie, and I we're Graduating. I was so happy. My parents had come for it and so had Christians Aunt Tasha, who I absolutly couldn't stand but I was nice to none the less. I have a temper and may say smart ass things all the time but that was just who I was most of the time, Sarcastic Rose. I was in Lissa's room while she was finishing her hair we we're going to the graduation together although we would have to split up when we got there because we wouldn't see each other till way later. I all of a sudden felt sick and ran to the bathroom.

"Rose we need to hurry if we are going to make it on time." Lissa said.

I walked out of the bathroom after rinsing my mouth out with mouth wash. "Sorry Liss, I just don't feel good." I say. I was wearing a blue dress that was strapless it was layered fabric and came to my mid thigh it had a black sash around it and showed enough skin. I grabbed my gown and cap and we headed out "Geeze, this has been the second time this morning I've been sick. I still think last nights chinesse was bad or something, no one else has just caught it yet." Lissa laughed at me. We got down stairs and was then greeted by the two men in our lives.

They didn't know I was sick so the first thing said was "Do you think you two could take any longer?" From none other than fire boy.

"Sorry fire boy, wont happen again" I smile and kiss Dimitri on the cheek. We all start heading out the door and then I hear the voice I dislike most in the world.

"Dimka, Christian, girls. Hey." Tasha none the less. Smiling and having nothing but eyes for Dimitri. Everyone said Hello.

"I'm so excited" She says giving Christian a hug then Lissa. "Your graduating today, I can't believe it. It was like yesterday you we're just starting school." She goes to hug Dimitri but he sticks out a hand for a shake instead and kept an arm around me while doing it. This brought a grin to my face. I could feel threw the bond Lissa saying be nice.

"How are you Tasha?" Ask Dimitri.

"Good, I still have no guardian but I'm good. Hey my offer still stands by the way if you ever change your mind."

"Well I'm sorry Natasha, but I'm Lissa's promised guardian." I look to Lissa

"We really should get going or we will be late." I say. She nods. Dimitri and I walked with the rest to the graduation and he kisses me before we split with them to walk to the Dhampir side I guess to get the point across to Tasha that he is taken. Dimitri kissed me again before going to take his seat in the audiance next to my mother and father.

I was in line behind Eddie and they called his name and then mine. I walked on stage and took my diploma then I took my seat next to Eddie in the front. After that came a speach from the headmistress and Alberta. We then threw our hats in the air and cheered. Eddie and I hugged and then we were surrounded by the people we love. My mom and dad hugged me and told me they loved me. Dimitri was next and he came over and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. I blushed. After a little small talk all the graduating dhampirs headed to the ceremony room where we got our promise mark. This took a few hours and we all stood and waited for others until everyone was finished. We got another speech this one from Stan and then were dismissed. There was a lunch being held in a hour and I wanted to get some alone time with Dimitri. "Comrade would you like to take a walk with me?" I ask.

"I'd like that Roza." We headed out to our cabin but then we rememberd Tasha was here. So Dimitri took me off in another direction. I was still in my heels so i took them off to walk after a while. We ended up in a clearing with nothing but a clear night sky. We had stopped by my room and grabbed a blanket on the way out. Dimitri laid it down and we laid back looking at the stars, I pointed up.

"I see Orion's belt" I smile and point up. "See?"

He chuckled. "Yeah, I didn't know you knew the constellations." I laugh.

"I don't. I know only a few." looking at him I say "Isn't it beautiful." he looks in my eyes and without paying any attention to the sky at all.

"Yes, nothing can compare to it." Then he put a hand on my cheek and leans over and kisses me softly. "you are so beautiful, It's so hard to resist you in that dress."

"Then don't." that was all it took for him to give into me. He slid his hand down my side past my hips and below my dress than back up pulling my lace pantys down. I undo his belt, button, and zipper. he kisses me on the lips and down to my neck and slides into me. I moan, he felt so good in me.

"Oh Roza." He was thrusting moving hip to hip. He had a thin sheet of sweat and he looked so hot, I was at my climax point and so was he, I moaned loudy this time and my toes curled. He kept goign a few seconds longer and then he reached his. He collapsed next to me. "Roza, I love you."

"I love you too Comrade." I look over and smile at him. I kiss him on the nose and then snuggle close to him. We laid there for a few more minutes before getting up and getting dressed then heading back to the dinner hall. We we're walking back and we stopped holding hand and hand looking at each other. Then Dimitri drops down to one knee. It was the sweetest thing ever and then I finale got it.

"Rosemarie Hathaway, I promise to always love you and be faithful. To charish you and hold you. To make you the happiest woman in the world. Will you marry me, make me the happiest man in the world?" I could tell he meant it, he had such a loving look on his face.

With tears in my eyes and what I hope is the biggest smile on my face I nod saying "Yes, yes, yes." and the tears started to fall. I was so happy.

"My Roza, I love you." He placed the ring on my finger and then he picked me up and spun me around in circles. He set me on my feet and kissed me. We separated and leaned our foreheads together. We then heard someone clear their throat to turn and find Lissa, Tasha, Christian, and Adrian looking at us.

"You two seem to be very happy, Did we interupt?" Adrian said. Dimitri pulls me closer to his side and we look at each other and without speaking to one another because we didn't even need to like always.

"No we were finished. I asked Roza to be my wife." Everyone had a smile on there fast except Tasha and that changed to a fake one soon enough. Dimitri caught it to apperantly.

"I said yes." I said and then Lissa and I squealed with delight and she ran to my side immediately to admire my ring. Then Adrian came over to give me a hug and shake Dimitris hand. Christian congratulated us and Tasha looked like she was having trouble holding back tears, she says congratulations but that she had to go to make a phone call. No one really minded her leaving. Lissa was still admiring my ring. It was almost two cts. diamond in the center with diamonds framed around it and all around the band it was white gold and so beautiful. I loved it. I couldn't believe it I am going to marry the love of my life.

I looked over at Dimitri and he looked like he was the happiest man in the world. I was so happy. "Can we go back now, I want to tell my parents." He kisses my forehead.

He says "After you." taking my hand and walking with me. We make it back to the dinning hall and everyone who was old enough had a glass of champagne in their hand. I look up at Dimitri and my eyes fill with tears I blink them back as much as I can. I put my arms around his neck giving him a tight hug. "Thank you, I love you."

"I love you to my Roza." He kisses me lightly on the lips and then looks to everyone. "She said yes!" Everyone cheers and takes a sip. My parents then walk up. My dad taking my hand and my mom hugged Dimitri.

"Wait this is what this dinner was about, not the graduation?" I ask. My mom nods in answer.

"Yes darling, We had you fooled good didn't we. He asked us a week ago and we gave him permission to ask you." My father says. I give him a big hug and kiss his cheek. We all talked for a little bit. Dimitri talked mostly with my mother and father and I did with Lissa. I was so excited but soon we all took our seats to eat. I got threw the first course and half way threw the second then I had to run to the bathroom. Lissa and my mother fallowed me in.

"Rose, whats wrong?" They said together. I just kept getting sick. When I finale came out my mom handed me a bottle of water and I rinsed my mouth out then drank some.

"Wow, that was the third time today. What is wrong with me?" My mother came to feel my head.

"Well hon, you don't feel too warm a little sweaty but not warm. How long has this been happening?"

"Just today, I think it's from last nights dinner, I had Shrimp and Prawns with fried rice." and just saying that I went back to throwing up but this time it was until I was dry heaving. My mom had Dimitri come in and pick me up.

"She needs to go to a doctor to make sure she isn't having a reaction to the seafood. Take her out the back door we don't need everyone seeing her sick and being carried." Dimitri picked me up and I laid my head on his chest. Lissa, my mother, and father came with me. I then fell asleep and woke up hours later in a bed with Lissa sitting in a chair next to me. I wondered where Dimitri was. The doctor came in not long after I woke up.

"Glad your awake Guardian Hathaway. We took some blood and ran some tests." At this I got worried.

I stumble on the words as they leave my mouth. "Wh what's wrong with me?" I am filled with fear with the idea something could be wrong with me. I was so scared, and I didn't wont anything to be wrong with me. I was just starting my life. I was Lissa guardian, I just graduated, I hadn't even bought my first own car yet or really done anything with my life.I didn't wont anything to be wrong with me. What could possibly be wrong. I took care of myself very good. I stayed in shape and ate right, well when I wasn't sick all the time.

My thoughts where cut off by the doctor when he said "Nothing is wrong, other than your iron being a little low. Miss Hathaway i'm pround to inform you that your Pregnant." I jump from the bed ripping and IV from my arm doing so.

"What! That is impossible! There is no way I'm pregnant." I had tears in my eyes now. How could this happen. I was a dhampir and he was too. Lissa was quiet until then.

"Rose calm down. Doctor your test must be wrong or switched or something. There's no way this is possible Rose is a dhampir, Dimitri is a dhampir." She spoke my thoughts and I was in so much shock I almost couldn't talk but a nurse came in to fix my IV and that distracted me.

"We have had sex plenty of times, if this even possible and true How can this happen? Why now?" I then burst in tears. "I just got engaged and graduated, this can't happen I'm not ready for this." Lissa pulled me in her arms.

"We can run a few more test and try to figure out how this is possible but for tonight I want you to stay here and I want you to start taking prenatal's every night before bed. This was if you take them at night you wont get sick after you take them. I nod to him and rest my head back on Lissa's shoulder. She climbed in bed with me and stroked my hair.

"Lissa can you do me a favor and not tell anyone before I tell Dimitri?" She nods her head.

"Yeah, I promise and we will get threw this." I then fall asleep in exhaustion and at the same time I couldn't help but wonder where my fiance was and why wasn't he by my bed side.

RPOV

The next morning I went back to my room to shower and get dressed. I still hadn't seen Dimitri yet. He apperantly came by in the middle of the night but I was asleep and he wasn't aloud to stay because Lissa already was and was asleep. I got dressed I threw on jeans a chropped shirt and thonged sandles then started out to find my fiance to tell him the news. At first I was so shocked but then I dreamed about it. I dreamed about us working together, raising our little one, becoming a family. It gave me chills to think of it. I was excited to tell him if he was happy last night I couldnt imagine how happy he would be now. I started off to his room but no one answered when I knocked, so I went to the guardian office. I was walking and looking at my ring at the same time. I was so happy I just couldn't believe it. I ran into someone, it was Alberta.

"Oh, I'm sorry Guardian Petrov. Have you seen Dimitri, I have some news I want to tell him." She looks at me with a small smile.

"No Rose I haven't he is probably still sleeping or maybe running laps." I nod

"Okay thank you." I walk off and then decide to head to the gym and track. but no one was there. So I go to Lissa. "Hey Liss, have you seen Dimitri?"

Shaking her head she said "No. Are you looking so you can tell him?" I nod I was getting worried. Where could he be.

"I'll help you look." She offers. We head off to the dinning hall, not there. My parents guest house, nope and even Adrians but still nothing. I then get an idea in my head and then we started off twards the opposite side of campus. We get to the cabin and we knock on the door. I heard something being knocked over sounded like a bottle. After a moment Tasha came to answer the door and she was in a black silk rob. Then I see him. He was waking up. He was in nothing but his Calvin Klein boxer breifs. I was so angry, I was so hurt. I was so crushed. I just took off running. behind me I heard voices.

"Roza"

"Rose, wait." I didn't stop I didn't turn around I went straight to my parents.

LPOV

I was standing behind Rose she knocked on the door and we were waiting for Tasha to answer. I heard the sound of something being knocked over or tossed around and then seconds later Tasha opens the door. Rose didn't say anything she had a look of pain on her face and then she just took off. I had no clue what was happening I yelled after her "Rose, wait!" and then a few seconds later Dimitri came out with unbuttoned pants and putting on a tee shirt I understood then.

"Roza" He yell's after her but she was running too fast and she wasn't stopping. I wanted to take off after her but I had to figure out how he could do this after he just proposed to her, after she just found out she was pregnant.

"How could you Dimitri? She loves you. Why would you do this to her and after last night." I was so mad, she was my best friend and I knew she was completely devastated. I wasn't yelling but my voice was ice cold. "And Tasha I can't believe you, your supposed to be our friend. I can't believe you would stoop to such a low level. Your nothing but a home wrecker. Keep your distance I do not ever want to see you again." On that note I turned and left. I was so mad and I could feel the darkness start to fill me. I had to get it under control and I had to find my friend. This will change so much, we we're supposed to leave for court tomorrow. I think it may change now.

DPOV

I heard a knock on the door I was about to get up to answer it hoping it would be my Roza but then I felt something move in the bed. I opened my eyes so fast and I soon realized I wasn't in my own bed or my own room. It took me a minute to figure out where I was but then it all clicked and I was getting up and then I realized something worse I didn't have anything on but boxer breifs and then standing in the door was my Roza. She took one look and took off running. "No." was all I could say i grabed jeans and a shirt. I didn't care about the rest. "Roza" but she was gone and too far. I wanted to go after her but then Lissa stopped me dead in my tracks.

"How could you Dimitri? She loves you. Why would you do this to her and adter last night." She was mad and that voice she used scared me. I swore I could feel darkness but I knew that was impossible I wasn't bond to her and you couldn't feel maybe it was just the tone of her voice, but it sent chills down my spine and not good feeling ones like I get from my Roza. She turned and pointed to Tasha. "And Tasha I can't believe you, your supposed to be our friend. I can't believe you would stoop to such a low level. Your nothing but a home wrecker. Keep your distance. I do not ever want to see you again." she then took off after Rose.

I spun around to Tasha. "What the hell happened? What the hell did you do?" She didn't look mad or offened by anything Lissa said.

"I did nothing Dimka. Last night I saw you leaving the infirmary and I asked if you'd like to come back and have a drink with me to celebrate your enagagement. So we came back and talked and had a glass of Champagne." She tried to touch arm but I pulled back.

"Do not touch me. If all we had was a glass of Champagne then why did I wake up in your bed like I did. I don't have any memory of this or anything what you say. The last thing I remember was leaving Roza at the infirmary and going back to my room. There no explanation for this Tasha. You have finale burned any bridges you had left with being friends." I turned and grabbed my socks and shoes and left to go find Rose.

RPOV

I opened the door to my parents house and I slammed it running up the stairs to one of the extra rooms. I slammed that door then ran to the bathroom to throw my guts up. I fell next to the wall and just leaned back to cry my eyes out. I felt like my heart was being ripped right out of my chest and then stabs right in front of me. I hurt so bad, I felt like I never wanted to wake up again. My dad then came in to the room to find out what the hell was going on. "Rose what is wrong?" He bent down in front of me and tried to give me a bottle of water but I didn't want it. He sat it next to me then left the room. I was sobbing my eyes out. I looked down and saw the ring on my finger I snatched it off and flung it across the room. It hit the mirror and chipped it where it hit. My mother and father then came in. I ran to my mother. This caught her by surprise but wrapped her arms around me tightly. I didn't say anything I just sat there and cried my hear out.

"Abe I want you to go find Lissa. Maybe she knows what this is all about." I don't know how long he was gone but I soon passed out in my mothers arms. It was hours later and when I woke up Lissa was laying with me and put her arms around me.

"I'm so sorry Rose." I couldn't get it out of my head what had happened. I just nodded my head and layed there for a moment.

"Liss what am I going to do?"

"We will get threw this together. I will be there every step of the way. So will your parents, Christian, and Adrian I'm sure." I looked at her in shock.

"You didn't tell them did you, please tell me you didn't not yet." She shook her head.

"No, I didn't I was going to let you tell them first and when you we're ready. Your parents are down stairs getting things planned and ready though and Adrian and Christian are packing last minute things. I already have our things packed and down stairs. I told you parents about him and Tasha, your dad decided to leave today. So you could get away from him. I also talked to Alberta he is not going with us, he wont be my guardian anymore. I hugged her again then got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and shower. I didn't know what to think about all she had just said. I did know that I wanted to be out of here and away from Dimitri as soon as possible. I was feeling hungry so I then went down stairs with Lissa and grabbed a yogurt. Adrian and Christian both walked in and said they we're done packing and ready for take off.

Then Christian walked up to me and said "I'm sorry Rose. I had no clue about my aunt. I want you to know that this will not effect our friendship. your my friend and my aunt has again destroyed anything. I know she raised me but my life is with Lissa not her I appoligize for this." I was shocked he called me his friend and he said sometihng so nice with no sarcasim or joking. He was really and truly sorry and really didn't wont this to effect our friendship. I said thank you and gave him a hug. Then went to my dad.

"When do we leave?" I ask. He walked over to me and hugged me.

"In twenty minutes, lets get down to plane everyone." We left and this would be the last time I would ever come back here. This would be the end of Dimitri and I. I would never see him again. I decided since he abused our relationship I wasn't going to tell him about my pregnancy. There was no point when it was believed impossible for two dhampirs to concieve. I would never see him again but I would always have the better half of him and I will never forget that. I loved him and I always will but he hurt me and I don't think I will ever recover from this. Before we leave I go back upstairs and grab the ring. I don't put it back on I put it in my pocket. I have decided to keep it and give it to my child one day when they where old enough and I would tell him/her about Dimitri.

Please read and review. This is my first FanFiction so please don't give so much hard crap. I have edited this and hope I didn't miss anything. Everyone's opinions are valued.
Thank you, Rhiannon