chapter 1: You can't spell alone without 'one'
" Sam Minorie, age 13. Birthday, December 27. Recent years of counseling
suggests she suffers from schizophrenia, years of sessions suggest patient
suffers from many other mental phobias such as, Athazagoraphobia (the fear of
being alone/forgotten) Brontophobia (fear of thunder and lighting) and the worst
case of Lygophobia (fear of darkness) I have ever seen. After multiple tests and
exercises patient still shows no signs of improving. "
This is what they gave to my mother the night before she died 4 years ago.
She drove me home that night, back to my dads home in the woods. It was the last
day of meeting with psychiatrist until vacation was over. He called it a test on
my own.
I didn't like the sound of it.
My mother had the paper folded up in her pocket, and while stopped at a red
light decided to read it. I sat quietly like usual in the passenger seat and
watched as her eyes scanned the words. Her face grew painful as her mind
processed what the words meant.
She had been so engrossed with that paper she didn't realise the light was
green. It wasn't like there were people behind us.
"mum, the lights green" I told her with a worn out voice.
I could feel the car start to move. I closed my eyes to relax and maybe get some
sleep.
There was a few loud noises and a screech. Then I found my self waking up to
bright lights, and a bunch I'd doctors surrounding me rushing me down on their
gurneys.
"honey everything's going to be fine, we will get you fixed up in no time."
It didn't take long for me to feel an intestine pain in my chest and stomach. I
tried to push my self up finding it extremely difficult. The doctors pushed me
back down, but that didn't make the shock of what I had seen.
My chest and stomach were stained with blood. I felt panic rush through my mind
and then began to scream weather it be in pain or if it was just from pure fear.
Whatever it was it was the last thing I could remember before everything went
black.
I woke up with screams of pain, as 4 nurses rushed in they we retrying to calm
me dow. 2 were holding my arms down and another 2 were tribe to stick a needle
in my arm.
"NO! Stop, I want my mum, daddy! Please don't make it dark please stop!"
It was too late I felt the pinch in my arm and cried out in fear of the on coming
darkness.
I awoke again, this time in silence. There was no screaming, there was no
crying, there was no pain. There were no nurses to greet me this time. There was
only silence.
I looked around with little moment as possible. Something didn't feel right.
Everything felt different. I turned my head to the window and saw snow falling
down, slow, light, and peaceful.
I lifted myself up slowly. My body stiff feeling like it's fighting to stay
down. I swinging my feet over the hospital bed, I tried to walk to the window
but found that I was being held to a variety of machines. I took my hand and
used my little strength to pull the wires on my body off.
The machines started to beep fast and make annoying sounds. I ignored them and
continued my journey to the window.
It only took a few seconds to find myself gazing out the window, to find my
self lost in the fluffiness known as snow. It was beautiful, we never got a lot
of snow, even when we did there was never enough to enjoy it.
I was brought out of my thoughts as 3 nurses and 2 doctors came rushing in with
panic filled steps. I watched as they froze upon seeing I wasn't in my bed.
Instead I was standing near the window staring back at them.
A nurse slowly walked up to me as if I was a a rabid animal.
"Sam sweetheart, my name is Christine. I need you to come over here so we can
give you a check up."
I looked at her with a confused look.
"you have been asleep for a really long time."
My eyes widened to her information. "a..asleep...?" I back away from her as she
came closer. I remembered what happened last time I woke.
"Sam just relax I'm here to help you."
"n-no you're not...you're here to put me back into the darkness, well I don't want
to go back."
"no sweetheart don't worry I'm not going to put you in the darkness, I'm here to
help you, I'm here to talk to you."
"how do I know you're not lying?"
"you have to trust me, how about we have a talk right there by the window, I'll
get a chair and we can talk."
I was hesitant at first but I agreed, I could enjoy the snow.
Christine asked me a bunch of questions as she jotted them down on a pice of
paper.
Most of the questions were "what's your favourite Colour or show?" I answered
them all except for when she asked me the date.
"December 22, 2008"
"Sam.." she spoke with a soft voice. " It's December 18,2012."
"n-no that's not right..." I felt panic tug at my stomach and my heart. "where's
my mum... My daddy!?" I jumped from my seat, my body still weak and stiff. I
could feel my self sway back a bit but found enough energy to fight it and stand
straight.
Christen was quick at my side to help, but I pushed her away.
"Sam, your mum... She passed away, the night of the accident...that was about 4
years ago."
"n-no...I'm alive why isn't she!?" I started to choke on my own words as sobs
racked my body making it difficult to breath.
"we did everything we could."
I felt a heavy weight in my heart. " what about my daddy? Where is he?"
"oh Sam I'm sorry... He passed away from a heart attack, about two years ago."
A heavier weight was crushing my body looking out the window. I walked back to
my bed.
I had no parents.
I had no home.
Did my few friends even remember me?
Should I just run away?
Without even thinking I felt my legs move faster and toward the door. I was
running. I wasn't thinking. I wasn't caring. I felt numb, I felt cold, I was
scared...I was terrified... I was just one.
My legs carried me through the hospital as Christine called after me.
I ran right through the doors and into the cold air my feet touching the freshly
fallen snow. I didn't care that I was now freezing I didn't care about anything.
I managed to escape and disappear into a patch of nearby woods. I didn't know
how long I could last but anything was better than being in there.
I slowed down my pace to a walk, taking in the snow that fell around me. I
continued walking until I found myself in front of a small pond frozen over with
glittering ice from the help of the sun. I had never seen something like it.
I couldn't enjoy it for long as a wave of weakness took over my body and I was
forced to crash into the snow filled ground. I tried to get up but I couldn't as
my vision gave out and I passed out in the cold snow.
All alone.
At least I thought I was.
AN:/ there you go! I started a ROTG fan-fiction! I write these chapters on my
own and without the help of my co writer of the Doctor Who story still needing a
chapter two! But hey might as well write one on my own, but this one will be
updated when I can. I type this mostly on my iPod because I'm used to the AZERTY
keyboard instead of the other one :3 but anyway!
What do you guys think of my character Sam? She's a bit messed up in the head
and just to make things all sunshine and rainbows I went and killed her parents
=p I'm a bad person~
I'll bring the other characters in soon just I thought I would use the first
chapter to give a heads up on the past junk and stuff
im really sorry on how this came out as typing wise my ipod did something weird and it sent funny,
but they all wont be like this, i promiss
Please if you have some time give me a few pointers . Hell I even accept
flames. Every thought counts weather nice or mean :3
Well I love you all. And until next time "if something isn't working flip it
sideways and try again"
-kiko- :/