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Fang's POV
Why Max? why?
Why didn't I tell you?
Why didn't I stop you?
Why didn't I come?
You needed me and I never responded.
I asked myself every hour of every day and now, more than ever. An entire year had passed since Itex. A year without Max. Sometimes I didn't think we'd make it this far, but here we are, the mini Flock and I. If it had been just Gazzy, Iggy, and myself, I think I might have just left Gazzy with Iggy, and gone off by myself, But Angel and Nudge came back. We were a Family, and we would stay that way. That's how Max wanted it. All six of us. Together. Forever. But that's not how it turned out.
I'm
not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't
do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do
those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That
I just want you to know
When Angel and Nudge came back without you… I felt like I just couldn't go on. I tried. I really did, not to let it show on my face, but when they said you weren't coming back, I lost it. The scars should be enough proof of that.
I've
found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A
reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I knew you'd have killed me for that. I tried not to let Angel find out. But she did. I'm sorry. I couldn't handle it. It's…different now. Angel and Nudge are quiet. Gazzy's always sad. Iggy's almost cold now. He blames me for letting you go. And I'm still silent because I know it's true.
I'm
sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with
everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish
that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all
your tears
Total's gone too. They say he died trying to protect you. Poor little mutt. And I'd never say it in front of Angel, but I'd rather it was a thousand Totals than you.
That's
why I need you to hear
I've found out a reason for
me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start
over new
and the reason is you and the
reason is you