I'm never saying goodbye

by Castiels-Deans

Blaine got into a car accident and didn't make it. Kurt declines NYADA and looks back on the day of Blaine's death. Character Death. Rating: Teen for character death. I do not own glee or the characters, but I do own this story's storyline.

1. Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Kurt just sits on the couch outside his room crying. Sometimes Burt would come down to see if he was okay and as if he would like to have some water or some food, but Kurt doesn't respond.

Kurt hasn't responded to anything in two weeks. Not since the love of his life was taken away from him far too early.

At one point Kurt had fallen asleep. When he awoke it was ten am. He got off the couch and fell to the floor and started crying. Burt came running downstairs to see what all the commotion was about but when he saw Kurt face first on the floor he went over to Kurt and just started hugging him.

Kurt was trying desperately to let his father and his friends in because he knows it is the only way he will heal, but he just couldn't. So, finally he got up the courage to tell Burt to go away and leave him alone.

Burt complied and just walked up the stairs and got himself a coffee when he heard the mail being delivered. He went over to get it and right as he was about to pick it up, his breath caught in his throat. At the top of the pile of mail was Kurt's letter of either acceptance or denial to NYADA. So, he picked it up and went over to the stairs leading to Kurt's room and dropped it down the stairs.

Kurt jumped when he heard something fall down the stairs. Kurt rolled his eyes and got up to go get it. When he picked up the envelope he noticed that it said NYADA on the front; he just started crying. Everything still reminded him of Blaine.

When Kurt had finally gotten his emotions under control he read what was in the letter and just about burst into tears again.

He had gotten in. He had gotten into NYADA, the school of his dreams, and yet he wasn't excited, he wasn't even happy, actually he was the opposite; he was miserable.

He wasn't going to NYADA, he had decided. He can't, not without Blaine. It was THEIR dream not HIS and in THEIR dream he would move to New York with Rachel, he was going to study at NYADA and in a year's time Blaine would be there and they could start their life together in New York.

But that wasn't going to happen. As much as Kurt wanted to say it was going to happen and say that the turn of events didn't, he just had to admit the truth.

Blaine was gone.

And Blaine wasn't coming back.