Hi. I know, I haven`t even finished my other story yet, but I can`t help it. Recently, I got into this-Loveless. It`s addicting! :D
SO, anyway.
'hi'-italics and bolded mean talking.
'hi'-thinking.
Loveless
Prologue
You realize that is an impossible dream?
I know. But it is my dream none the less.
Then why do you continue to insist upon this insanity?
Loveless looked up at me then, eyes bright like the blue stars that still exist, yet should not exist. Loveless should not exist, yet does. Loveless does what Loveless wants, yet still wants what Loveless does not have, yet could have. Loveless should be a dream, a creature of another world. And Loveless still exists.
Do I need a reason? I am alive. And because I am alive, why should I waste this opportunity of love when it comes? I am not even comparable to your age, yet when I dream, I see far more than I should, understand far more than I should.
So it is because you are alive?
...Yes.
It hurt when Loveless looked away. Loveless's eyes become distant, as if seeing something I could not. When Loveless turned back to me, water flowed out of Loveless`s eyes. Humans...called those...tears.
I once asked my dream-mother, when I was still trapped in that darkness, what the water that flowed out of her eye was. She told me it was tears.
That, tears flowed out when a human was experiencing an extreme emotion, whether it be anger, sadness, happiness, or frustration.
I had asked her if it was possible for me to `cry` as she had put it. She told me that it was possible. Then i told her that my kind could not feel emotions, but now i wondered, when this child cried in front of me, this child who was another kind related to my own kind, if it were possible to feel emotion. I had not felt such... a pain in my chest as though as if my heart were to burst, or ...was it the feeling of fear, when my body started shivering, or happiness, when i cried, or was it sadness? I could not tell. I felt like a child. Even with my seven hundred years, my mind along with my appearance had not aged any bit. I felt like a child before this child that was not a child. Perhaps, one day, I too would gain this wisdom, with however much pain that come with it. Lovless wants to become human. Something almost forbidden, taboo in our world. But still possible non the less. Loveless wants to find the other half.
I often wondered to myself, if there truly was another half, if the ones seeking what they claimed would heal their blackened hearts were only weak, trying to find excuses, to balance themselves out because they could not find balance on their own. That they were pathetically weak, and that I, would never fall to their level.
But, now I wonder if I am also 'broken', my soul mate in another world, the other world.
But it sounded too big, like the adventure one goes on and never comes back from ever again. So I will help this child. I will allow one wish, just one wish, no more, teach this child, show her things just as Loveless had seen in this world, and no more.
I will grant your wish. Just one wish. So consider this well. Do you know what to wish for?
Loveless smiled at me, surprising me as if Loveless knew I would say yes.
I wish for you to guide me until I may understand what I am searching for in the human world.
I had not expected that. Even with my years upon this universe, I suppose there will always be more mysteries out there to unravel.
So be it.
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