I always knew there was a reason for me being the way i am,
and well quite frankly i just realised that it's all because of you.
My own mother.
Your the one person who is meant to be looking out for me and keeping me from harm,
but no not you, your the one who sent me knocking on pains door, begging for everything to just disapear and let all the hate pour away like blood.
And maybe if im lucky i will get my wish, and disapear forever
never to return to your evil clutches.
and on that note i will begin my story, and how i esacped from you.
I must admit im sorry that you are reading this, if i had it my way i would have never let you have to sit here and listen to the shit pit i call 'my life'. And unlike every teen life stories, this one doesn't start on a dark and gloomy night, or at the end and go back and show you how it got to where that person is now. But as i was saying this story is not what you might think it to be, i can assure you that it is not the same old 'ugh my family hates me, and im single and will never be loved because im so ugly' sort of thing. This is my story and well there isnt much left to say so i guess i will get down to it.
"Class, this is Delilah, she is a new student, i hope you will all make her feel very welcome" Mrs Keely anounced to the class of staring students, proberly judging me before i'd even got to know them.
" Hi... Delilah..." the class repeated back to Mrs and me like midless puppets their eyes not once looking away from me.
" So, Delilah... why don't ya tell us a little about yourslef?" Mrs keely asked with more excitement then normal creeping into the tone of her voice which seemed to make her appear more intrested then anybody else in the room really was.
" Well, i just moved here, from arizona, and ermm... i... i well to be quite honest i have no idea what to say" answering nevously i felt slightly faint i've always hated standing up in front of the class especially at a new school on the first day, i guess you could say that it's a fear of mine but not a major one just a stupid one that always seems like if you mess up or say something wrong thats it and 'BAM' your branded as the weird new kid for weeks on end till some body finaly decides to talk to you and you beging to make friends, but in all fairness whether i get branded or not i just wanna get the last two school years over and done with and move back to arizona, although i've only been here a week i'm already missing my friends and everything i had when we lived there.
" Thats interesting, how comes you moved here?" Mrs asked me intreiged as to why i'd move from sunny arizona to a place thats just as sunny and has just about the same amount of beaches and shopping centers and squares.
"well my mom got a new job that was located here and this job was really important to her so yeah, thats why i guess" i replied now only adressing Mrs as no one else really was listening or the least bit interested and on that note Mrs asigned me to my seat next to Jake.
Jake was gorgeous, i'm not going to lie he was, he has the most amazingest smile and wow don't get me started on his eyes, they're that perfect shade of blue that you can get lost in for hours on end and can't help but to smile at him.
" Jake as you know this is Delilah, and because shes new i was hoping as you both share the same classes that you could look out for her, ya'know help her find her way around, show her where everything is would you dear?" Mrs asked in a sweet soft tone with a big gleeming smile across her face and eyes wide almost like she was begging him.
" Yeah sure, you can trust me to keep an eye out for her Mrs" he said with a smile and winked at Mrs and then added " I'd be glad to have the new girl to my self " with a jokingly tone in his deep yet smouldering voice with that smile still beeming nodding at the guys around him as they all laughed and whistled like wolf's.