THIS IS MY FIRST STORY, EVER.

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DISCLAMER:sorry, this storyline doesnt belong to me.


I stared at my wonderful family. Momma and Daddy, Rosalie , Emmett, Alice and Jasper, Carlisle and Esme , and Lastly, Jacob.

There are no memories with out Jacob Black.

As the rest of my familly sit around the TV watching CNN, not paying much attention to my gazes-or thoughts, Only Jake looks back.

He really knows when I need him, doesn't he?

Even though Jacob is technically 16 years older than I am, He still looks 16. I know, I know. Its crazy just to think about. But My Jacob is A werewolf. And he "imprinted" on me the day I was born. He told me about the wonderful world of imprinting about one human year ago…I was estimated to look like a seven year old.

Now, a year later, I look like your average, pale, fifteen year old teen. I still find it hard to believe my story , that I am half human, half vampire. Although I know its true (as I remember it all) I still find myself thinking my life is a dream. I'm a freak. A nobody. A fucking half vampire slash human THING.

I saw daddy give me a glare. He acts as if I'm such a little girl. I shrugged it off.

My daddy has been a vampire for over 100 years old, and im starting to look about his age. He's seventeen, while my mom has been a vampire for 2 years, shes technically twenty-something, but of course, being a vampire, she has stayed eighteen, as she will forever.

As I will forever. As Jacob too.

My father met my Mom here in the tiny town of forks, Washington. She was the new kid, and my dad and his siblings were the outcasts-that had a huge secret. My mom , Bella's scent drove my dad, Edward, crazy. Enough to almost kill her! But instead , he decieded to fall in love, blah blah blah, blah.

My parents – which ARE my biological parents, fell in love and even though she was just a human, they got married. They went to Nana Esme's Island….I don't even want to think about what they did, but it was dangerous, insanely so. Momma was…injured. And ended up becoming very sick. And something nudged her insides.

An insanely fast growing baby-no, no. Monster.

Me.

I remember Jacob calling me that. Hearing his voice calling me a monster. Along with daddy…..

I also remember kicking Momma when she didn't feed me blood. (she had to drink it to quench my thirst ) And I regret that so much. I almost killed her-Even though I love her dearly – My dad could read my mind.

At forever 17-just 2 years older than I am now, My father watch Mom, 18 and turning 19 everyday, conceive, live through the torture and give birth to her little life sucker.

I killed her.

Good thing daddy did an "emergency vampirization".

I snapped out of my memory to see a worried Jacob looking at me.

Even though Dad could read everyone's thoughts, he still had eyes only for mom, who was contently reading a book.

So, I went back to looking at Jake, studying his gorgeous brown eyes……

"Renesmee…" Jacob whispered. Why? Everyone could hear him.

My father tried to hide a laugh with a cough.

Sigh. Jake and his thoughts.

I knew how to talk, but I still preferred to show people what's on my mind. So I lifted my little hand to Jake's feverishly warm, russet brown skin, as his eyes went blank.

I showed him how I was thinking about my life.

"Oh." He sighed. "I thought it was something else."

My father couldn't contain his laughter this time. Both my mother and I shot Dad looks.

"Dad?" I asked.

"Oh- Nothing, Nessie. Jacob's thoughts are just entertaining."

Mom cringed at the nickname Jake gave me, and Jacob blushed, while Emmett howled with laughter.

I didn't want to know.

"Oh. Okay, Dad." I said, combing my fingers through my thick, curly, bronze hair.

"Renesmee," Mom said for the first time talking.

"It's 2 p.m." Carlisle said, answering for her.

Since I can remember, Carlisle always measured me. He got out the measuring tape and measured me.

"5'6." He whispered. "1/2 inches in two days. Ness, Your height is slowing-You must be close to your destined height."

"Cool!" I smiled, "Taller than Mom."

"Ha-Ha." She said. "5'4 is perfectly average!"

I saw her and Jake share a smile.

Sometimes, its kinda weird having your mom and your boyfriend being best friends.

I wasn't surprised to be taller than momma, but there is no way, I will ever be as tall as daddy, or any other of the men in our family, for that matter. Especially Jacob.

Jake is 7 feet 1 inches tall of pure beauty. Shaggy, black, glossy hair. Perfectly white and straight teeth, Stringy muscles. And it was all mine.

I look about equal with my parents. I have my mothers human chocolate brown eyes, Same length hair-only mine is curly like my grandpa Charlie's, and her hair is wavy. I also have her human Rosie cheeks, that aren't there anymore- She's stone now. Her eyes are now Topaz, like everyone else's beside from Jacob and i.

I have much of my father's features. His Square jaw, full lips, straight nose, and pale skin, belong to me also. I even have his strange shade of bronze hair.

You can seriously tell that I belong to them, that I am their child. Even though I am about 3 years younger looking than them. How odd.

As I snapped out of my thoughts, I heard steps. I looked up to see Esme, Rosalie, Alice and my mother walk out of the living room into the kitchen. I followed, and of course, Jacob did too.

Alice was blabbing-as always.

"-So Bella, I REEEEEEEEEEEAAALLLLLLY want to go shopping! Rose, Esme, do you want to come? Bella, you ARE going though. No questions. You need new things."

Mom interrupted her.

"Alice, I have like 50 outfits, I haven't even touched…"

Alice's Tiny jaw dropped. " WE NEED TO GO NOW."

Rose looked at me. "What about Renesmee? I bet she'd like to go."

I looked at Jake. I hated leaving him. So I touched his face and showed him the last girl trip. We had fun. I'll be safe.

He sighed, and nodded. Then kissed my check and went with the guys to do whatever they were doing.

Then, I saw my mom's face. It wasn't envy, jealousy, or even angry. I couldn't figure it out.

Everyone said good bye to their guys. And we all piled into Rosalie's BMW.

It took us 30 minutes, and when I went there, we found the mall closed. Alice had closed it for us. Again. Sigh. Will I ever be able to meet a human?

Alice grabbed mom and told us to meet them in front of the water fountain in an hour. I gave my mother a sympathetic look. I knew how much she hated shopping. Rosalie , Nana Esme and I went walking around the empty mall, being completely bored.

"Are you hungry, dear?" Esme asked.

My meals were usually blood, but I could eat human food.

"Nah. I'm just wondering what to do." I replied.

"Well, hey. Let's go look at shoes." Rose smiled.

"Okay." I smiled back. I needed some- with my growth spurts and all.

Esme, Rosalie and I walked into the nearest shoe store and bought 10 pairs for me, 6 pairs for Rose, and Esme got a pair of house slippers. Rose used a shiny new credit card.

My family has so much money, I don't even want to think how much, but after we got shoes, Rosalie decided she needed a new barrette- a diamond studded one, of course. We went into the diamond store and Rose picked on very quick. Rose also wanted to buy me a diamond studded brush. I Didn't understand why, because my hair was such a hassle to brush. After that, We saw Alice dragging momma with 3 dozen bags towards us. If mom could still get exhausted, she would be dead by now.

"Hiya guys!" Alice said. "We also bought some things for you guys too."

"Oh. So are you guys finished?" Esme asked.

"Just about." Alice answered as Momma sighed.

"Are you hungry?" Mom asked this time.

"Yeah. Can we stop by a McDonalds?"

"Of course, dear, anything for you." Rose smiled.

Alice Dropped her bags, and gasped.

"What? Alice, what did you see?" Mom asked.

"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!" she was jumping up and down and looking at me.

"What, Alice?" I asked.

"OH! You'll find out soon!" her smile was ear to ear.

"Um. Okay." I said.

"Are we ready?" Esme asked.

"Yes, lets go, before the pixie overloads…" Rose grumbled.

We all got in Rose's BMW and went to McDonalds, and then left to go home. The rest of the girls were chattering, and listening to music. But I just looked out the window, wondering what Alice's Vision was…..


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