Clare's POV
"Clare! Hello, Earth the Clare" Alli was saying as she snapped her fingers in my face. "Huh what, were you saying something?" completely zoned out, trying not to pay attention or get jealous of Eli and his new girlfriend. Alli looks over and notices Eli leaned against his car talking to his flavor of the week and then sits directly in front of me. "What is the deal between you two anyways?" I blankly look at her, confused at what she even means by that; everyone knows we broke up but remain as friends. "I don't know what you mean, Alli. We are just friends." Typical Alli rolls her eyes at me and gives me that smug look like she knows I am hiding something from her. "Really Clare? I get you two are all buddy, buddy now. But you two flirt like crazy and in front of his new girlfriend. You are acting like Jenna!" That pissed me off; she has no right to call me Jenna. I would never steal someone's boyfriend! If he dumped her, that is his problem not mine. Besides flirting is innocent it's not like we have had sex. I get up from the picnic table outside of school we were sitting at and I look right at her "You have no room to call me Jenna, I haven't slept around like the two of you have." With that I walked away, headed to get into Jake's truck. After all he is my step brother, he can drive me home. Not really paying attention to anything except wanting to get away for the Alli the hypocrite, which is when Eli stepped right in front of me, making me literally run right into him. I had to step back to see who it was at first, and the second I look at him he has that damn smirk on his face, "Clare, are you busy later tonight?" I smile curious as why he is asking, we haven't really hung out outside of school since we broke up. "Not really, was just going to watch some movies. Just relax at home. Why?" Suddenly he looks nervous "Well, I was wondering if I could come over." I'm honestly shocked; it's been forever since he has been to my house. "Oh, well no one will be home; so yeah you can come over." I suddenly have butterflies in my stomach and my heart is racing. Why have I suddenly become so nervous? I am hoping that I am not looking nervous, I quit thinking and focus back on him and see him smirking "I'll see you later then."
After that he stepped out of my way and went and got in his car. I continue to walking to Jake's car and get in. on the way of home I suddenly realize he didn't say how late. I am hoping that it will be once everyone has already left, if not my family won't leave. As we arrive home, I quickly go upstairs and put my backpack away. I look around and see I don't need to clean, my room is already spotless. Ugh who said we would be in my bedroom, everyone will be gone. So we can sit in the living room. I head downstairs just as my mom and step are saying bye to Jake as he walks out the door. "Clare, we will be eating after the play. I will leave you some money for pizza, okay." I nod and go sit on the couch as they finish getting ready. I turned on the TV and see that nothing is on, so I turn off and get up. "Alright, well we are leaving now. Have a nice night." My mom said as she was walking out the door. "Bye mom, I'll try" I said just as she shut the door. Bored and anxious on why he wants to come over, I find myself unable to concentrate on anything. I happen to walk past a mirror and see that I am still in uniform, oh yeah, real cute Clare. Like anyone would want see you in your school uniform outside of school. I go upstairs and go through my closet, I know I have to have something that will catch Eli's attention. I finally find a black skirt, I quickly change and notice that it has shrank since the last time I wore it. Wow, if I bend over even the slightest my whole ass would be showing. That could work. Then I find a cute blouse with a revealing neck line, I quickly change into it and grab a pair of heels. I look over at the clock and see that it's almost 6 o'clock. Well he did say later, he will probably come over after he leaves his girlfriends. Ugh gag me.
I head downstairs and walk into the kitchen, just as I decide to call and order pizza there is a knock at my door. I place my phone down and I go answer it. I open it to see Eli standing there, with his hair just pushed out of his eyes, wearing black skinny jeans and white t-shirt and his black leather jacket. Why does he always have to look so damn good? I look at him and see a look of surprise on his face, I can't help but smile. "Hi Eli, come in" he nods and walks in "wow Clare, you…you look great." My heart literally skipped a beat, "Thanks Eli, it's just something I had lying around" I walk over to the couch, and I know that is boring. So I walk over to the stairs "Want to come up to my room?" I head upstairs without waiting on his answer. Within seconds I can hear him behind me; I walk into my room and sit on the end of my bed. He walks in and comes over and sits next to me and our hands brush each other. It was like an electrical shock. We have touched before and we have made out tons of times when we were together. Why this sudden wanting of him to be all over me, to kiss me and let his hands explore every inch of my body? I am supposed to stay pure! Then he leans in and kisses me and I just can't fight it any more. It's like all the feelings we thought we gone, were there all along. I kiss him back and it's like everything disappeared, next thing I know I am lifting his shirt off, just as I toss his on the floor; his hands are on me lifting my shirt off. I slide my hands down his chest, something I have never felt bare before. I slide my hands down to his waist and slowly trace my hand down to the button of his jean. Just as I am slowly unfastening them, I can feel his hands on my back unlatching my bra. As I unzip his jeans I can feel my bra sliding down my arms. I lightly grab hold of his jeans and slowly pull on them. He stands up so it is easier to take them off. As I pull on them I make sure the boxers go too. I tug just a little more until they drop to his feet unveiling his big, slightly hard cock. I slowly lick my lips and look up at him, he is watching me. Not waiting for his okay, I get down on my knees and I slowly lick the tip. I feel him tense up, and I slowly slide his cock into my mouth. I hear him let out a slight moan giving me confidence to keep going. I slide more into my mouth and go faster, slightly gaging myself. "Clare" I hear him moan, and I can feel his hands in my hair guiding me. I feel him getting harder and growing in my mouth, as my tongue massages his cock. I go as fast as I can, wanting to hear him moan more; that's when he stops me, with this intense look in his eyes. He picks me up off the floor and he lays me on the bed, quickly he pulls off my skirt along with my panties.
Oh God is this actually going to happen? He steps out of his jeans and boxers and he comes closer to me on the bed. My heart is racing even more, am I even ready for this to happen? As I mentally ask myself the same question over and over again, I feel his hands spreading my legs open and he is sliding his hands down lower toward me. I look at him and he smirks, confused as of why he is smirking, I open my mouth to ask and then I feel him insert his fingers into me. I gasp and bite my lower. He starts moving them in and out of me slowly. It hurts at first and I'm not quite sure how to react. Then he starts speeding up and pleasure takes over, I moan instantly and move my hips in rhythm with his fingers. I want so much more, it's like he is reading my mind "I want to hear you beg for it Clare, tell me what you want."