Authors Note: I was bored and I was reading Public Affairs and this came into my head so I wrote it. Let me know what you think. Reviews appreciated! XD
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Damn…
You were my reason to live, the reason I woke up
The reason I smiled.
It was all your fault, but you didn't know it.
You didn't know it was you that I lived for, that I loved.
You didn't care that it was you that I lived for.
No one did.
It was you that made want to live again, to start anew.
But you didn't understand, you didn't want to understand
For you knew little of understanding others.
Now you're gone, never to return.
And with you my heart left, and in its place is an empty hole in my soul.
One that can never be refilled in the same way.
I only ever wanted you.
You were the only reason I cared about life, the only reason the shook away the knife.
It's different now. You're different now.
Only, it's not you.
If only it was…
But I still love you.
And you still don't care,
You probably don't even remember my name.
I know yours though, even after all these years.
I still remember your face, your sweet smile.
Your pure and gentle heart.
A heart that knew how to love.
It no longer knows; I no longer know.
All I know is I loved you and when you left you took me with you.
My name is Nellie.
Yours is Ben.
And I still remember you, from back then.