I got bored at work so I started writing this lol

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight

Summary: After Edward left everything went downhill. Now Bella must face the world in her new life alone with no guidance, what's a girl to do when everything comes back to haunt her years later?

Chapter 1- Normality

Bella's POV

The Sunlight was shinning in from the windows in my bedroom cascading a myriad of rainbows onto the wall opposite of me. When I was human these were the type of days that I had preferred, that my body had craved. Thinking back on it, I have always hated the rain and the snow but now I was forced to embrace this life of cold and dampness…ugh! But honestly, I guess it wasn't as bad as I had originally thought.

I placed my book on the table next to my bed and got ready for the day. Calling into school sick had become second nature to me, I would use the excuse of needing to take care of my dying mother. Now I know you're thinking, wouldn't you feel horrible if you're mom died now? Well, no, I wouldn't since she died of cancer around forty years ago, besides I already had bad karma on my side, a little more won't hurt. A burning in my throat brought me back to reality along with a smirk that took its place on my lips. Time to hunt.

Before anyone could detect me with human eyes I was already in my car, well, my baby and heading for the highway. I can't hardly remember it but I couldn't believe that I use to drive an old rundown truck. I mean, what was I thinking? I currently owned the new Mazda6 and oh man was it fast, it may not be the fastest but my God! It was gorgeous. Once I hit the highway I shifted into 5th gear and put the pedal to the floor. Traffic was a minor issue to me, it made it more fun that way actually.

Music was blaring in my ears as I caught the glimpse of something out of the corner of my eye. A car going the opposite direction as me, going the same speed towards town, but that wasn't what surprised me. I happened to get a glance of the passenger in the car and it made my mind race with memories. I looked back to the road not wanting to see who was driving the car, I had a feeling I already knew who it was, call it a woman's intuition.

"Edward," the name escaped my lips before I even realized I had said it.

My tummy was full and I honestly don't think I could eat anything else. I just laid there on the side of the lake in the sun. It was nice to just lay there. Now that everything was somewhat normal in my life, one person, one guy could change that for me. The one question that was floating around my mind was why here? Why, out of all the other places in this world they could have gone, why did they have to come here?

I curled up into a ball and I bit my lip so I wouldn't start sobbing. This was one thing I hated in this life. I hated that I was forever in love with Edward Cullen and he hated my guts.

This is my first Twilight fanfic so please read and review and let me know what ya think. =^-^=