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I'm Joy. Yep. No fancy introduction here.

I just want to begin my autobiography by saying that... well... I've made a few... idiotic mistakes in the past.

Well, a few is an understatement...

I'm Joy, as previously stated, and I was manifested on the first day of November, when Nedward was "born".

That moment... The intense emotions of realizing that you were a complex being capable of so much was a powerful thing, in fact, the realization was so overpowering that I had to catch my breath.

Then, as the moment went on, I began to feel the sensations of the world around me, the unconscious movement of my body as I stepped towards the huge button in the front of the structure. I placed my hands on it, and watched as a glow swirled and formed over it, a golden glow. I heard a grunt from outside... and a cough from inside.

I turned to my left to discover a short, blue being, with their hands on edges of the button. I removed my hands from the button.

The console was glowing a vibrant, calm blue. Outside, whines and moans could clearly be heard.

I smiled, and attempted to introduce myself, but since I had no idea of what English was, or what it even sounded like, what I said was not in English.

"Hey there, I see you're... uh... doing your job. Quite well, I'd say."

I listened for a response. When I didn't get one, I turned back to the button.

"Thanks. I'm Sadness."

"I'm, uh... Joy."

We engaged in an awkward handshake. She didn't even look away from the screen.

After a few minutes passed, she moved from the button.

"It's your turn."

"What? But... you were doing such a good Job-Oh..."

My instinctual emotional senses kicked in almost immediately after I had finished that statement.

I approached the button slowly, exhaling deeply as I applied pressure. I heard outside voices saying things. At the time, I couldn't comprehend them. They were saying things about sedatives and how to know if something worked. They then mentioned things about electrodes and brainwaves. I felt a sharp pressure, and everything went dark.