"Why do we do this?", "Because we have to."
Cosima couldn't take much more.At first she had taken everything in stride. The disease, the danger, DYAD, even the learning of her sestras.Lately, she found herself breaking down. The human body shouldn't be able to take this amount of pain. All she wanted was to be free. Free of DYAD. Free of the fear. Free to be whoever and whatever she wanted. She hadnt been raised in a corporation like rachel and in constant pain like Helena. She hadnt been prepared for what consequences her own DNA had brought on her. Al she had was her science. But the science had run out.The science stopped holding answers and started only holding questions. Questions she couldn't answer. She didn't know if she was going to live to next month. She bloked the thought of what had happened to her brothers ut of her mind. The only thing that was really there for her was Delphine. Sh never faltered in her love, not once, even if her methods were skewed. He had never even felt as much for one thng as she had felt for her french femme fatale the only thing that was holding her back was fear. Not fear for herself or her own fate. Fear for what would become of the blonde afte she was gone. Cosima couldnt let her death drag another down with her.