A/N
So anyone who was reading my story im sorry that I may have confused you I did delete the other one because I was having a tough time figuring this out, no it is not different, no its not beta'd so please bear with my errors, but know i got...hopefully! This Will Be A Poly (as in three person relationship) Story, cant say who but if you read youll find out, this is NOT an Edward/Bella but there will be no edward bashing AND NO LEMONS SORRY
All characters from twilight are obviously Stephanie Meyers not mine. Please review! Enjoy!
Chapter 1
It was dark, all I could see was the shadows in my bedroom from the streetlight outside my window. I kept seeing Ed..Him or what I thought was Him in my room. Sitting in my rocking chair, leaning on my window seal, and laying by me on my bed. But it could be the apparitions that I had seen of Him before, like the first time he had left me.
Its been 2 weeks since we came back from volterra, 2 weeks since the vote to change me, 2 weeks since He left me because of that vote. Atleast I was grateful enough that He didnt leave me in the woods again. I just laid awake every night hopeing He would come through my window, if I slept I'd soon wake up to my own screaming so I gave up on that along with school and frinds and well life, because, He wasent here. They werent here.
I didnt even have Jacob this time because he wouldnt even take my calls.
I was stairing at my wall when something cought my eye by the window.
"Edward!" I turned towards the window and saw a figure in the darkness. I couldnt make out his features but I knew it was a vampire. My vampire. I didnt know how I knew, I just did. Its like there was a rope tied to me and him. He didnt say anything he was just there.
He walked to my bedside and bent down and took my face in his hands. His touch was a little rougher than I remembered but in a good way. We kissed fervently like all that we went through was nothing, like it didnt happen, we were never separated. Like we had this moment and we were taking advantage of it. It bugged me a little that I still couldnt see his face or any thing else about him but his silhouette. I went to turn the bedside light on but he grabbed my hand to stop me.
We made slow passionate love, It was the most amazing feeling. Once I got past the pain of losing my virginity.
I fell asleep right after and barely heard him say 'I love you Bella'.
When I woke up the next morning I was alone. And sore in places I had never been before.
It was weird how I could be sore in place's when all this was, was imagination acting up, but I put no further thought to it.
I went to school puting on a fake smile so no one would call Charlie saying I was depressed and worrying him anymore than he was already.
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