journey.
dedicated to my blue jay.
(i love you so much that i don't want to lose you. our journey so far has made me realize how much i truly need you with me... please..)
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His delicate, arousing touch made me feel protected and loved. His soft breathing tickles the edge of my ear as he whispers loving words that were only meant for me. Blinking back tears, his arms tightly encircle around me. He broke open my world and let these tears cascade out serenely. I couldn't hold in these feelings anymore as I turn around in my spot and embrace him lovingly.
"The thought of losing you... it scares me, Tadase-kun." I whisper, sniffling into his shoulder.
I step back and continue,"The thought of another girl next to you discourages my self esteem. I fall down when you leave my side. You're surrounded by so many people who think you're amazing and yet you love me... I don't understand why. But even so, you kiss my forehead and whisper "I love you", you make sure I'm okay, you always smile at me and tell me how cute I am. I don't know how I ended up by your side but I love you so much..."
My fingers tingle and my shoulders shiver as I fight back the tears. Everything up until now has led to this moment. Our journey has been full ups and downs. We met, liked each other, went out, broke up, got back together, graduated, and now...
I... how do I go on to say such things...
He's the one I'm marrying now. In his eyes, I see my future. He's the lucky guy everyone says I have and he's a blessing sent from my guardian angel up above. Looking up into his eyes, I saw a spark of love pass through and he gave me that signature wink. My heart begins to jump and skyrocket all over the place... it's just so much when I'm with him...
"Do you take Hotori Tadase to be your lawfully wedded husband?" the priest asks.
At that moment, time stops. The journey that Tadase and I have is truly beginning at this point and everyone that we love and care for is witnessing it today. All eyes are on us as they anticipate to hear those two words I'm longing to say. I look back up to Tadase, nervous and panicking on the inside. He smiles and touches the surface of my cheek. Closing my eyes with a soft smile upon my face, I release the butterflies within me and set my spirit free.
"I do," I cry silently in happiness.
To seal our journey of love, my prince kisses me upon my lips and our love blossoms into higher reigns of his world's kingdom.