Hello this is my first Outsiders fic, and well I think its gunna be a fail. No wait scratch that I know it is 100 %

Note: Dally and Johnny are alive for two reasons. One they both have important roles in this, two I love them and can't have them gone!

Ok you're most likely tired or my talking so on with the story.

Prologue~

I am not quite sure how I got thrown into the mix of this. How I ended up dealing with this. It's almost funny, no wait it is funny! Whose idea but in the end he finds me.

Its dark and I'm not just talking about the room that I am being held in. No I mean the situation, it's painful. I know I'm not the only one on the planet that goes through this. Or am I? Am I truly all alone? No it can't be. There must be other people were they get hurt by their best friends dad! Although it's weird it must be true, I just have to find someone.

Speaking of best friends, what is mine up too?

Johnny...

I know it's not the best thing to do at a time like this. I can't help it; there are so many things about him that all you can do is worry. Like for example how sometimes we sit in the lot looking at the stars, and he confesses that he's tired of life and wants it to end. Times when he walks through the door with a new bruise on his cheek. Or when a group of socs jump him.

Those entire things get you thinking. What will happen if he finally snaps and takes his life? How will I be able to deal if things get taken too far and he never walks threw the door again? The thought makes my stomach turn. I guess that's part of why I'm here, don't ask why but it help me watch over Johnny better.

I suppose it's not the best way, ok well the safest either. This is the way our deal works. Yes that is it, my memory comes back now, and how I got drag into this now. A deal, yes that's it a simple deal. He could hurt me, if he toned it down on Johnnycakes. I'm glad we made such a deal, because he can get ruff. Real ruff to the point the thought of Johnny having to go through it breaks my heart in two.

I keep to myself, our deal that is. Everyone would freak if they knew, in all honesty I would too. It is stupid to risk your health in such a way, even if it's for your best buddy. Yet again I don't mind, like Two-bit said the gang wouldn't last without Johnny. Sure they would all be sad if something happened to me, but eventually they would move on. If it was Johnny, then we would all fall to pieces.

I am snapped from my thoughts as I hear the door being opened. Fear runs like ice threw my veins. I don't show it thought. I will never give this monster the satisfaction that he scares me, or and emotion on me. I keep my face blank, eyes dull, when I talk to him my voice is dry in emotionless.

Light shines through the crack in the door, growing more and more as it widens. As does the overwhelming feeling of fear. I feel a sudden feeling of cold air around me. I clench my fist at my side, I remind myself to keep the blunt expression.

Remember the deal, it's ok, it's for Johnny.

I repeat over and over trying to calm myself. I know though no matter how many times I say it, it will never work. I try to breathe steadily. I think strictly of happy things, trying to forget. I think of the gang, Soda and Darry. All the laughs and fun we've had in the past. I hang on to these memories like they are my only reason to put with this.

Before I knew it the door is fully open and two figures cast shadows upon me.

Great she is here too!

Don't forget about Johnny's horrible mother too. I have no deal with her, but she like to join in on the fun and torment Johnny's father gives me too. No she doesn't hit me or nothing; more like says the cruelest thing you can think of. Same like Mr. Cade I keep my mouth shut and don't say anything about how her words hurt. I simple pretend she is not there, as if she doesn't exist.

I see the both grin at me psychotically, a single shiver of fear travels down my back. I still refuse to show these horrible beans what effect they have on me. I stair at them keeping my face plain, void of all emotions.

"Hello Ponyboy," Mr. Cad says in a sickening gentle tone, I began to chew on my lip.

"We're so happy to say," Mrs. Cade says in the same gentle tone.

I suck in a breath lightly; yes this situation is the most unlikely of its kind. Most likely unheard of to most people, unthought-of of in fact.

Cause it's not every day you here about someone who get abused, by their best friends parents. I don't mind that is if it's for my best buddy Johnny...

So sorry if pony came out to ooc, I tryed to do this theme with out screwing up his personality.

Ok I give you all full permit ion to rant on how crap this story is and I should leave Fanfiction forever.

So Review...